#but around spring I'll be in germany and i can finally start my life im so unbelievably happy

[sanguivor]

was avoiding talking about it here because I was afraid I'd jinx it but I've been trying for years to get myself a passport so I can go back home to germany but the process was finalized yesterday and it'll be here in a few weeks :')

#i dont want to get too into it but um mom married an american when i was little who never got us naturalized #it was fine until i hit 18 and missed out on so many adulthood milestones that i legally couldn't do #especially going to uni i wasn't able to get any financial aid so i had to give up on that dream #but around spring I'll be in germany and i can finally start my life im so unbelievably happy #terrified bc this has been my whole life since i was 6 but happy #🦇.txt