#but anyway. yeah... i see other people's tolkien art and I'm like :0 i wanna be

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#i feel kinda insecure today about my tolkien art #like i know my art skills aren't the greatest but #i wish my tolkien art was more... imaginative #inventive? not so boring #idk if boring is the right word just like... not as... same old same old so to speak #there's nothing interesting about it i feel? #i must be about to get my period bc i always hate my art around this time of month LMAO X') #but anyway. yeah... i see other people's tolkien art and I'm like :0 i wanna be #able to draw good #and like... imaginative tolkien arts #not boring and uninspired tolkien arts #(I'm talking mostly about fashion. environments and culture... i do #like that i draw diverse characters but I feel like everything else I do is so... pathetically uninspired lol) #also i watched ep 4 of rings of power today and. What. #i'm so confused. lmao #delete later #pls don't reblog this i'm just kinda depressively venting in the tags but I'll probably delete it tomorrow lol