#but anyway. being consistently told I'm so annoying and bitchy that I'll be murdered before 22

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the cool thing abt accepting the idea of an early death is I can clean my room uninhibited on a Monday afternoon bc why would I waste this motivation on schooling. the uncool thing is if I don't die in the next 4 years tops I've got no idea what I'm gonna do bby girl <3 and we've an uncertain future!

#idk what to tag this one. sorry #death ment #I do suppose #but anyway. being consistently told I'm so annoying and bitchy that I'll be murdered before 22 #is probably a source of an issue! #''consistently'' as in ''all the fucking time when I was 10. and then I stopped talking to my family for 6 years'' #''when I was 10'' as in ''some extended period of time when I was nebulously very young bc I have no timeline'' #oh damn is this a vent? amongus sus! #but I'm just now processing that. that is an unnecessarily mean thing to say! #why did it come! from my mom!