#but also uuuughhhh why can't I look that cool ;_;

[throwing-roses-into-the-abyss]

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#the eternal gender struggle #of wanting to work out to get like a strong fit body #BUT wanting that to be a man's body with the broad shoulders and flat chest etc #which...I have decidedly the wrong kind of body for #part of me just wants the cool muscles and the veins and the sixpack and stuff #which is already super hard to get when you actually have the right gender body. which I don't. #this btw is a weekly mood everytime I watch kinnporsche #apparently I get gender envy whenever I see apo #I hate going to the gym and refuse to set foot inside #and also fuck off with all that plain chicken I love my snacks too much #but also uuuughhhh why can't I look that cool ;_;