#bro i'm gonna EXPLODE i love ur mind. i love it

[anachronistic-falsehood]

Did you know that I have an entire animatic in my head about pac adopting all the worst traits from cellbit? It's song from descendants 2 "it's going down"

And I'm was SO mentally ill about it, like pac would regress so bad for his own psychological sake in prison, taking cellbit's mannerisms, crafting this mask so he can for once feel strong and safe, being vicious, gleefull, brutal and cruel, and cellbit, who need to confront him for roier's sake, seeing it and being CRASHED by guilt, that it was HIM who did it, that because of HIM pac turned himself into a monster

I'm sorry, I blacked out and wrote this, I NEED to tell you

MY BROOOOO i feel insane about this. absolutely bonkers and fucking yonkers. i wanna see pac go off the shits SO BADLY. he already adopts a lot of cell's old mannerisms when he's feeling scared and vulnerable. why not turn that up to eleven!!!! why not become the thing he's the most scared of!!! it worked for cell in prison, so it should work for him too, right??? cell is one of the scariest things in pac's life, and if pac can become him, if pac can embody his worst nightmare, maybe he'll scare off everyone who could ever do him harm. and i want cellbit to see pac like this and I WANT HIM TO FEEL GUILTY!!!! I WANT HIM TO BE CRUSHED!!!! i want him to do everything in his power to bring pac back to the way he used to be

(also SAME i also have a celltw animatic in my head. it's to brutus by the buttress and i imagine pac killing cellbit mercilessly in purgatory. i think about it all the time it is so vivid in my brain)

#celltw #qsmp #bro i'm gonna EXPLODE i love ur mind. i love it #me 🤝 you #having celltw animatics in our heads about pac losing his absolute fucking mind

[mitskikissme]

I need to talk about this or I'll explode but bad habit but steve lacy is such a sanuso song. I'm going rabid rn.

I wish I knew you wanted me???

That's definitely from sanjis perspective maybe post timeskip

Here's my hc( mind u I'm in water 7 rn and have not caught up to op yet!!) Spoilers for water 7!!!!!

Okay so usopp most definitely admires sanji and his strength and how he seems very sure of himself the way he presents himself to others the way he talks the way he fights everything!! (I actually think sanji is pretty insecure but is vry good at covering it up. But usopp doesnt rlly see that and just sees him as this super cool suave dude) bro definitely has a crush on sanji for sureee

But usopp also seems very insecure and believes hed obviously never have a chance so even tho it hurts him he comes to terms with the fact that nothing is ever gonna happen there. Like when u have a crush but ur like yeah no way in hell am I ever confessing <3

Anyway sanji is most likely oblivious to all this lmao. He definitely treats usopp better compared to other male characters and I think its because deep down he likes usopp too he just doesnt know how to process those feelings cos man is repressed as hell😭. So he thinks yeah that's just normal friendship definitely doesnt mean anything that I'm always worried about him and enjoy his company more than anyone elses and make snacks specifically for him and take into consideration what stuff he likes or wants to protect him in fights or takes time to ask about his hobbies and is genuinely interested in what hes doing and believes in his abilities even when usopp doesnt believe in himself.

Also listen during water seven when usopp and luffy are fighting the fact that sanji kicks them both and looks so genuinely scared and hurt that luffy implied usopp should leave makes me so insane. And personally I never thought sanji would be the voice if reason I expected him to be like yeah usop let it go and stop trying to disobey your captains orders so It threw me for a loop cos sanji was so adamant on not letting usopp leave and was standing up for him. I am foaming at the mouth btw Anyway

The 2 yr timeskip happens and usopp gets jacked but also matures and grows and I love him so so much he realizes so much about himself and oh yeah also crush on sanji? Bros over it. Hes moved on and is okay being friends and just personally dealt with his feelings and grew in such a healthy way for himself. Like yes it hurt, change and growth are painful but inevitable and time passes. Feelings change and that's okay.

Sanji grows and matures too and comes to accept alot of things about himself and is more comfortable in his own skin and identity! And he starts to realize zamnn usopp has also grown and changed and bettered himself and has such a lively air to him and overall is more confident!?

Then maybe someone in passing (like zoro) mentions something like oof too late loverboy that ship sailed so long ago hella missed ur chance. And sanji malfunctions!!!

Hes like um what?????!?!?!

They're like um yeah it was so obvious hed always follow u around like a lost puppy and sanjis like um this is news to me bruh???? Anyway it hits him that yeah he had a chance. As in had!! Not rlly anymore and he has to come to terms with that.

AND SO I TELL UUU

'I wish I knew you wanted me' also " were you not too good for me my dear?" Like come on its writing itself tbh. I feel the song is in sanjis perspective thinking about how he never realized usopp feelings and how he genuinely cannot believe that usopp had feelings for him considering how much more insecure he was pre timeskip and how he sees usopp as such a caring and loving person and is actually a little bit jealous of how emotions seem to come so easily from usopp. So maybe if they were both mature and not so emotionally stunted/ repressed/insecure in themselves, maybe just maybe??? Something could've happened there.

This is all just my hc so take it with a grain of salt LMAOO. I actually like to imagine them happy but oof I'm a sucker for angst!!

#sanji #usopp #sanuso #usosan #i needed to write this or i wouldve exploded #im not kiddinf #pls take this with a grain of salt #i love them sm #my brain is diseased by them #one piece headcanon #sanuso headcanon #theyre so #i need to think about them more #feel free to add on or talk to me about them

[the-woild-is-y-erster]

this is gen such a sappy thing to say so like don't mind that but genuinely and seriously ur silly tags on my posts make me so happy. its so cool knowing u like what i post and its just so neat and that means like a stupidly big amount to me? like yeah ok we haven't known each other for long. but still. means a lot to me when i see you in my notes it makes me so happy ^^ /g

it's like midnight here so i'm . SO sleepy it's kinda hard to type out what i'm trying to say. but you're just a good friend and a cool guy and i swear to god if u go "aw no i'm not" or "i don't deserve this sorta thing" ill explode. bc you ARE and you DO and you're. yeah. youre cool man. - jack

DAWG RIGHT BACK AT YOU SHFHJSNSJSK

and thanks dude.

you know happy i get when you appear in my notes goin batshitbonkers over a lil thing i wrote???? makes my day man

you prolly aint gonna see this till mornin but i really appreciate it bro. i appreciate you n riff n dave n jasper n mack n all my mutuals because im pretty sure that i might not have made it through this year if i didnt find you guys/srs like yall literally put the biggest smile on my face when i see your posts

and the fact that yall like my art and writing is so cool!!!!! because like i made that!!!!!! and you like it!!!!!! oh my god wow!!!!!!!! appreciation of talent is almost never seen in my house so yall goin wild in the notes makes me so happy<3/gen

and yeah we aint known eachother for long, we might never meet irl, but you're still like rly important to me. i adore hearing your thoughts about newsies and everything else, even if im not in that fandom or whatever. seeing your joy over something brings me joy. and dimes!!!!!! the guy ever!!!!!! i literally fell in love with that lil guy the second you posted abt him, and ig i kind of half absorbed him into my stuff abt eel lmao but like

the thought you put into him!!!!!

the thought you put in any of your spot posts!!!!!! it makes me so happy to see all these characters bring you so much joy!!!!!!

anyway youre the spot conlon guy ever and i really appreciate you!! love ya man/p

#eel gets asks! #bro yall make me so happy fr fr #even when some of your newsies posts make me sob<3

[dal22nd]

no rlly, to my twin? soulmate? enemy?

hi baby!!! did ya miss me!!!

yeah, look... i bet ur ass watched the video below first out of curiosity (or not?) but hey!!! i'll try keep it brief and short like a sbar for u, bbg...

i just thought i'd kinda crossover with a tumblr blog, yanno... since we don't rlly aff anymore and so all i could do is fucking make a tumblr blog abruptly to compensate for how stupid i was last year for fucking up ur birthday when U literally make it in time every SINGLE time??? bro... i... am still dwelling over that...

but...

happy 22nd birthday, dalena!!! <3333 ur finally old, like actually old??? and knowing u, i bet ur extremely excited for the new events and challenges to find u, like i bet ur ass is about to explode in excitement like yeah!!! come at me, 22!!! u piece of shit!!! i'm gonna be rich at the age of 22!!@@@@@@!! ok, but in all seriousness, we're spending ur second birthday together!!! <: i'm so glad we made it so far, but i'm also dumbfounded yet pleasantly surprised at how it's ONLY been two years??? it feels like more, but looking back at the memories we made makes it feels like it's too less??? if that makes sense??? replaying our old videos and reminiscing our old photos made me realise how much more i'd love to stick by u and do more dumb yet cute things together??? i want to explore parts of the world with u with laughs and giggles like we always do, and even go on dates with our future boyfies together one day... like there's just so much to accomplish and left to do with u, and i'm so honoured and happy to have somebody to do everything with!!! i think i'm incredibly lucky to just have u come across my mind immediately when i think of wanting to do things, because i know so many people who lack that particular person in their lives,,, sure, it can be their significant other or a member of their family but truly, i believe that a friendship like ours is quite rare and special?? if i could flex something of mine, u would literally be the first thing (yeah, thing) without a doubt,,, <3

i've always shielded myself from judgement by feigning nonchalance most times (as u would know.. or gaslight..) and never really disclosed details about myself or inner feelings to anyone out there, which includes my family, but towards u???? i feel exposed at times to the point it makes me trip over me and my own deep thoughts; but i've always concluded that it's never actually a bad feeling, it's more so a foreign feeling... i would've never chose to do this alone, but it's because u!!! are the person who drew me out to be more true about myself!!! u hold the capability of doing so because you've grown up that way, u observe carefully and ask what's right and know what's right---you're intelligent, u read people and ur confident about urself, hence why ur able to do such magical things---like sure, i don't hold any power to stamp and validate the fact that this is the exact reason why u are the definition of perfection, etcetera, but i strongly think that's the essence to why i'm unknowingly happy to open up towards u, and i'm sure it's not just me who feels this way anyway?? i exaggerate it all the time, but i'm never too fancy with words irl nor am i as expressive irl, i just fucking cry like a mf pussy and call it a day since i'm poor at mustering and conveying my thoughts as whole when i'm put into the situation... idk if anything i said makes sense, but whenever i'm facing an opportunity to be more truthful towards u, that's the first thing i always want to mention (man.. ur gonna see how many times i'm repeating this shit after seeing smth else later..)

also, not to mention, ur so god damn giving??? is that a fucking word??? generous??? yeah??? humble??? u never fail to amaze me when ur acting upon smth, ur always taking a step ahead of others and never doing anything that makes u look petty whatsoever?? u take initiative and demonstrate what a good deed is, and sometimes i can't help but to feel little when u live up to doing something so generous and nice,,, i think abt how i should repay u and also how i can thank u except ur always going ???wtf u gay ass cockroach??? but really, i never stopped thinking this ever since i met u cus like... who tf buys a total stranger (who could literally be a fucking murderer in disguise) a hoodie, two albums and food at first encounter??? like i tell u now, if i can tell my child about my most shocked moments in life, that'd have to be one... i know u always make urself up to be not the kindest person, but to me ur literally top notch when it comes to consideration and kindness---like how ur always taking a step forward to take care of me in all situations, giving me a listening ear at all times, making sure i'm always safe, accompanying me to places, driving me back home, agreeing to any idea i have and being happy for anything i achieve---you're a bundle of positive energy anyone would love, it's just that the only problem is that no one truly deserves you unless they're fucking godly or smth... (inner thought: am i god?) see.. like ur so fucking nice to the point i occasionally think,,, are we rlly that similar or is she just fucking matching up w me to make it look like we're similar cus she's just that fucking nice??? LIKE GAWD.... i mean... i hope it's not that...

ok, jfc, i feel like i'm actually going to babble all day long so i need to pack my shit up and realise this day isn't going on for the rest of the year... to sum everything up tho, i really really really appreciate you, dalena!!! like so much, and i cherish u a whole lot more than anyone---i can't imagine how boring life would be without u now, and ur literally my ride to die atp... i apologise in advance for thinking of u so highly cus now i feel like u might be like GAWD... there's a fucking parasite on me... how do i cut ties... but yeah, now i need to fucking find a man that's as compatible to me like u are which is gonna be a whole fucking challenge, huh :)))) </3 but REALLY REALLY, i'm not the ***best*** friend nor am i as considerate as u, but i hope i' haven't been too fucking dumb and immature i'm bearable to have around on days u feel like u just want a friend to hang with, hehe... T_T <333 i love love love u, ma angel...

from... ur dad (aru)

[shiro-0197]

I don't find in uninteresting at all. Actually, I find it so cool when people connect so many different topics with each other. It's so adorable when you do it, it's like the conversation gets so colourful :') also HOLD ME BACK IM FIGHTING THAT PREVIOUS FRIEND OF YOURS HOW DARE THEY MY COOKIE IS PERFECT GRRRRR ARF ARF

We're opposites again then xD but I find it nice, learning from you, and maybe helping you with something I dislike about myself. It makes me feel better about my traits ^^

Hehe, I said that because usually, the main characters are the most precious. Like tanjiro? Hinata? Midoriya? I just wanna hug them and give them all my love, which I suppose, I also wanna do with you... 🥲💖 They're also loyal, kind, sweet. But that's just my perspective. Haha, I hope that clears it up a lil better for ya :]

😭😭😭my history teacher is the exact same sbjdjsjsk imagine calling your teacher bro 🥲I'm wheezing, their reactions would be so priceless.

Aw 🥺🥺 I'd hold your hands close to me then, I don't mind them being calloused. That just shows how hardworking you are— which I admire so much? You're wonderful.

Skdhsjjsn🥲I haven't tasted it yet. I couldn't eat with my friends because my grandparents came to my house, and I had to leave Abigail's immediately lol. But she saved me a few slices, and they're in the fridge rn :D so I'll probably try it tomorrow~ AHH my adorable pie supremacist😂 sure, pies are indeed easier :P yeah I did! How was yesterday for you, luv?

I love you more, bb 🥺💖

—Ari

Awhhxwhshwxb that's so sweet of you what🥺🥺 I'm so glad to have you as a friend ilyy😭💘 JTJSJXJJJD NOO DONT FIGHT THEM DONT WASTE UR NERVES ON THEM😭😭 IM G GONNA HUG YOU RN😠😠😠

True, it's nice:D knowing someone wants to have something you dont really like about yourself is pretty uplifting, so I get where you're coming from

Ohh...oh!!!! That's so cute?? Do I really- am I really like them🥺🥺🥺 you're literally gonna make me explode rig😖💓💓

Hahah, one of my previous upperclassmen called one of our teachers bro once. They didn't even notice XD everyone was holding in their laughter while the teacher was being called bro until they realised that. It was funny XD

Ahhh I see! Well, I'm sure it tastes good^^ cake is cake, no matter what it looks like~

Yesterday wasn't the best day- but not the worst either, it was average. Hmmm, nothing much happened, except that Kuro got me to play a mobile mystery text game, and now I'm addicted😭

I hope today goes well for you, shortcake, I love you a lot, and no I love you more😠💖💝💓💝💕

#Ari💕 #❤❤❤