#because you're the living embodiment of a black hole that sucks the energy out of any room

[hexonthepeach]

thanks for 200

i know im a small blog with niche content and i shot myself in the foot early on in my tumblr posting by hiding this one from searches/tag lists but i think that only makes me more appreciative for the people following me and the kindness everyone has shown me reading and responding to my fic.

extreme tmi but i lost someone very close to me a little under 2 years ago and used writing (and maybe a little extreme disassociation/hyperfixation and maladaptive daydreaming) to cope. that time hasn't always been kind but there have been bright spots in the grace of other people. it's proven to me personally how much community to share interests and experiences with is meaningful, especially in the wake of isolation/grief. while i try not to be a downer or too emotional on this platform know if you've engaged with me or my work in the past few years you have been a helpful if perhaps unwitting participant in getting me out of a very dark place (and an inspiration to keep trudging out).

i appreciate it more than you can possibly know. onwards and upwards, as they say. if someone is reading, even if it's just one person, i'll keep writing.

#hex peach answers #hex peach updates #tmi i know but #when you lose most of your friends because they can't relate to you any more or dont know how to talk to you #because you're the living embodiment of a black hole that sucks the energy out of any room #and start new in a strange place with 0 foundation #you dont take for granted the people who treat you like you belong