#because i had nickel size blisters that popped & then there was sweat and the skin just slipped and destabilized & i had a flap of skin

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how am i supposed to pack my shit to move when i wake up, immediately go to work, come home from work, and immediately go to sleep like where is the time supposed to come from i'm too fucking disabled for this

#after work monday i had to cut about 50% of the skin off the bottom of my foot with sewing scissors #because i had nickel size blisters that popped & then there was sweat and the skin just slipped and destabilized & i had a flap of skin #that peeled back and bunched up between my toes & got walked on til it was full of holes #so now most of that area has like.....half a layer of skin on it at best & is bleeding meat at worst #and i taped it together with band-aids and went and worked open to close today #and now it feels like both my feet are being ripped off my body #came home from work & just passed out on the couch cuz i'm in too much pain #i need to eat but also the prospect of making it to the kitchen to put pasta on???? impossible #my knees are so swollen they won't bend anymore like what the fuck am i supposed to DO