#because he figured well if deo only wants lucifel then I'll make lucifel want me and then yeah logically everything will work out Fine

[muu-kun]

I'm currently attempting to psychoanalyze Muu and this specific behavior.

And by that I mean this very interesting and now repeated behavior of telling people he believes who will cease providing space for him that he can just be their baby, so he is kept around that way.

The first instance of him doing so was to a muse named Lucifel who Death (Deo) had chosen to engage in a romantic relationship with that had been revealed to Muu in a less than ideal manner at the time. Muu would likely reduce the whole situation down in simplicity to being best described as there being the possibility of two teams (timelines) until it became ultimately decided upon for only one to flow to fruition.

And we are now in some ways seeing mirrored behaviors towards Sully, who again finds himself fulfilling the role as the new Lucifel due to another team situation that Muu doesn't really have the energy to get into these days. What is more intriguing to him, if you will, that he systematically goes for the more "feminine", black haired muses in these dynamics and not the person you would expect him to; that being the individuals to decide him out of these supposed "teams" in the first place.

There are complexities in place. Such as if the "mother" is seen providing care to the "baby", then logically the remaining party of guidance will follow suit. In a shared breath, the mindset could be that he is knowledgeable that it is easy to abandon him as a friend / potential dating parter once he no longer ticks the right boxes, but could he be so still the same as the self assigned infantile role?

There also comes the statement of a happy wife creates a happy life. If he can get the "wife" to be happy loving him and taking care of him, then they will usher the remaining spouse to follow suit or else dangers within their relationship with surface. It's a manipulation tactic at best, but why this one of all things someone could come up with is rather baffling.

He also doesn't even know he was / is attempting manipulation in either of these situations. He'd be able to believe someone who would bring such to his attention, yes, but he himself has no realization he may be acting in such a manner that could be deemed a deliberate act of exploiting his own needs and wants over someone else's life.

ultimately, my bigger question is why does he look to men to fulfill motherly roles and not women. muu, explain.

#; ♡ ; ooc #I will at least say in comparison to lucifel vs sully muu isn't as crazy sounding in modern times #and by that I mean he was a whole eighteen year old asking another man to be his mommy and I'm not kidding #because he figured well if deo only wants lucifel then I'll make lucifel want me and then yeah logically everything will work out Fine #in sullys case it is a whole new mixed bag as while yes he's mad at him due to the belief he lied to him about there being nothing to worry #about regarding the notion of existing teams #but he is MORE mad or upset rather that they made a face at him regarding his feelings of self loathing and I am not kidding on that either #he is more so on the mend for motherlyness in this scenario because he has concluded in his mind well i didn't get comforted it then #so I'm sure as hell going to pour effort and time and focus into myself constantly to prove I can get it a different time #just I don't know what parts of me can exist in proximity without getting faces or disappointment or walls that I don't see anyone else #getting so maybe if I was something that was small and baby - a thing you have a moral obligation to care for - he would let me #sit on his lap and everything would be better that way