#bc i'm trying to recreate an era that's just... gone

[starberry-skies]

ik i go thru this dilemma every other week but consider: i have negative object permanence also who care. anyway

#chirping #late night posting #nostalgia posting #ugh. it's just sad tbh #bc i'm trying to recreate an era that's just... gone #i won't be able to go back in time- undo that internalized ableism- no matter how much i want to. #is that too deep? sorry. i'm tired #idk. ig i'll run thru s3 kits in my head to fall asleep #ink vac weapons are... splat charger 96gal and big swig. is that it? #ohhhh rapid pro tenta and jet squelcher. had to look that one up whoooops #ugh. i just want a special interest that i could default to again ykwim.... my mind's really just been drifting without a... touch stone? #that's the only word that's coming to mind forgive me #but ykwimmmm