#bc i was listening to snooze and just every single word hits so hard i can't listen to it without crying

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i wish i had the words to explain what yoongi and his d-day did for my mental health this year. i really wish i had the power to somehow let him know that i related to every word he said in that album and everything he spoke about in his documentary, and that his wisdom and reassurances really pushed me forward like nothing else all these months. ugh i wish.

#bc i was listening to snooze and just every single word hits so hard i can't listen to it without crying #he keeps promising us that he's here to catch us n that we should hold onto our dreams n that there's SOMEONE who lives off our smiles #and then the mantra styled 'everything will be okay' over n over again like a pat on ur head or a soft hug #d-day is truly for all the sad girlies who are trying to get up again.. who are wiping their tears and trying to heal #even the freaking interlude feels like pulling yourself out of your pains and steering towards a better future.. so utopian #and remember what he said at the end of road to d-day? how we can't control the past and future but the present #i cried SO MUCH ISGDHSEHFUFH and ill cry again bc that hit home.. really did #yeah idk i just hope he knows what that album means to us and i hope he knows how much comfort he's able to give #hands down my favourite album this year and truly truly did so much for me seriously #okay that's it