#basically reed's mother was supposed to be the yw except she was transported too early. she settles and has reed and now hes the yw

[ghostcond]

reed will always be a little silly and bit unserious to me because i made him to be that way, i made him to be the vessel for the experiences i've had playing this game which are silly i am also simultaneously deeply saddened by the story i gave him. he was born not quite an earth human and not quite a spiral human. he'll never be able to truly relate to any of his mother's experiences on earth and never be able to relate to anyone in the spiral because of his role in it. constantly trying to prove himself to be a person worth caring about and someone worth being the savior of the spiral. and i think of him, all alone in this grand big universe. and it makes me so sad that im actually just gonna lay in bed now. thanks

#if you dont know the context for this um oops #basically reed's mother was supposed to be the yw except she was transported too early. she settles and has reed and now hes the yw #with all the connotations of that. the silliness is not a front. it came the trauma #i made him to be silly then it got really serious but just know. he doesnt know to tie his shoes and he can barely swim #five boxes event ruined my life bc i imagine he tied his destiny to my main pirate (jamie) so there actually is one other person like him!! #i like to think theyve met once. and it meant a lot more to reed than it did to jamie (they friends now :) #fun fact: reeds mom is based off the wizard i made when i was a kid. her name is roslyn she never made it out of wizard city lol #does this make any sense. idk i been ruminating on it since. now #ghost.txt #rambles #posts about my ocs