#are up to ten years of imprisonment even (during patrick's prison scene w Marion)

[sweetest-devotion]

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#. #watched MP today for the second time with couple of friends at my place and it was truly the most horrible experience ever — #i always find being in the cinema with a group of people watching and experiencing the same human stories quite an intimate experience but #oftentimes people are awful and they laugh and they talk over and you come to eventually realise that not everyone is as sentimental as #you think they are or ought to be — #so you can imagine what went down. not to mention being interrogated and lectured after it — through and through — #on how i even have the stomach to watch *insert homophobic slur* going at it #and how 'Marion did the right thing because Tom is a cheater and destroyed her and Patrick is an asrsehole' #i hate how they even mentioned how good it is that homosexuality in our country is still heavily outlawed and that penalties of 'debauchery #are up to ten years of imprisonment even (during patrick's prison scene w Marion) #like i don't wanna even go through more deets of this day in my head anymore 'cause i don't want to remember it #because I'll anyway remember how it made me feel. #anyway... #sending love and strength to the people of our community who has to face any form of discrimination on regular basis. #i don't often let myself feel sorry for myself because i fear it'd make it real but sometimes i do when it's too much #but i don't have safe irl friends i can sincerely talk to and even on the internet i oftentimes delete #what i'd have to say in a post when i realise its too uncomfortable for strangers to just read that and feel in some way obligated to reply #.... #anyway back to my policeman.. here are (linked) some initial reactions after my first viewing yesterday!! #excuse the grammatical errors and typos ugh #when will tumblr ever grant us the bless of editing tags