#anyway i feel like i can't adequately hold onto a single fucking thought and i'm 2 seconds away from dropping all these balls

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well i'm so overwhelmed i just burst into tears ✌️

guess i'm not getting anything else done today. i have Reached My Limit.

#the bookkeeping has been untouched for a full month and i'm in the middle of untangling it #i'm also answering all the phones and draling with anyone who walks in #i'm also driving someone to various places periodically so i have to straight-up leave the office every 2 hours #and the stoplight between here and there is apparently being worked on so every trip involves a massive detour #and i was just told that ppl are going to be by at various times to pick up some things and sign a piece of paperwork i know nothing about #and last i heard at least one of them was an antivaxxer #and then i have to go check someone's pool after work #and i'm also monitoring the bakery for a cake i promised to try and pick up for this weekend #anyway i feel like i can't adequately hold onto a single fucking thought and i'm 2 seconds away from dropping all these balls #if the phone rings again i'm gonna start biting people #i am. Stressed. #i've been trying very very hard all day and i think that's it for me. i think i'm done. #can't even have a good nervous breakdown because people keep calling and coming in and i have to switch to Cheerful Customer Service Malay #i'm gonna mcfreakin lose it