#anywaaaaays I need new friends apparently

[xfparadise]

here’s the story as to why i right now refuse to let anyone into my heart under the read more since i don’t want people who don’t care to be bothered by reading it! i just need to let it out pfffft

so i met this guy christmas night. things were AMAZING and we got extremely comfortable with each other if you catch my drift. Anywaaaaay we hung out a few times afterward and ended up doing it again and then THE GUY BLOCKS ME ON EVERYTHING? and now apparently he’s trying to find a different place to work ( because i go to his work and hang out with him ) BUT HERE IS WHERE ALL THE EFFED UP STUFF HAPPENS OKAY??! okay so i was never allowed to hang at his place, neither was my friend and we thought that was odd but okay, whatever. TURNS OUT THE DOUCHEBAG IS ACTUALLY MARRIED AND IVE BEEN A FUCKING SIDE CHICK THIS WHOLE DAMN TIME AND HE KNOWS THAT I WOULD HAVE FIGURED IT OUT EVENTUALLY AND THATS WHY HE BLOCKED ME! what sucks is i even had a preggo scare because of him and that wouldn’t have been fun to deal with EITHER. but im really pissed off more than like heart broken. but i’ve had nothing but bad luck since this new year ever started and I just UGGGGGHGHGGGHF anyway...that’s the story as to why im closing myself off from any relationship possible for a long ass time c:

#my lil rant