#and the fact that ana doesn't even reply she just awkwardly nods like 'let's not talk about that'

[niuxita21]

To your new life in Tijuana. Ana, thank you so much. Don’t ever think you can’t do it. You’re ready for anything. Now I do feel ready, and I’m really looking forward to starting this new stage in my life, being independent... You and Regina are gonna be just fine. Come here. And thank you, for letting me go.

#madre solo hay dos #ana servín #mariana herrera #shitty screencap posts (TM) #the way I rewatched this a couple of times to make this post and ended up fucking WEEPING wtf I must be pmsing #but like said... I'm really sad bro idk #this scene really hit the right note though #the general softness between them all throughout but especially after they hug #I'm obsessed with the shot in the eighth one and the way they don't completely break contact and mariana's little smile #the 'thank you for letting me go' which absolutely DESTROYS ME bruh I can't get over it #because she so obviously doesn't mean it literally as in like 'thank you for giving me permission to go' #she is out there acknowledging that this is hard for ana for the reasons we all know about now #and appreciating the effort she's making nonetheless #and the fact that ana doesn't even reply she just awkwardly nods like 'let's not talk about that' #also how as mariana gets up to leave you can see that it takes them a really long time to completely stop touching #as if subconsciously trying to prolong the contact as much as possible #and THEN #that last shot of ana very obviously in tears UGH :(((( #I love how you can see her fighting back tears all throughout the scene #but it is only when mariana has her back turned that she seems to stop trying to hide it #it's a really sad note to end the penultimate episode in but at the same time it's like... TEXTBOOK angsty telenovela shit #I mean one half of the otp has decided to move away for an amazing job opportunity and the other half is heartbroken but has to let them go? #and we have a whole episode to see how it all shakes out? #you know it's the good stuff when even friends used this narrative device lol #as much as it hurts I appreciate the show piling up the angsty otp tropes on an f/f pairing like it's the most normal thing #I mean obviously this will all hinge on the resolution in the next ep but having read the episode description I'm... cautiously optimistic? #I mean if the ending was gonna be 'mariana lives happily ever after with regina in tijuana' then this would have been the last ep #we wouldn't have a whole ass episode to... watch mariana move to tijuana? #who knows but bottom line I'm rly sad so I hope the final episode fixes the giant hole that's starting to form in my heart :(