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#and that's what matters tbh. My younger self would've thought i was actually insane. like to even DO that? really?
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August… time to get spooky.
#dadbots.txt
#this has been in my draft for... almost a month. Yikes.
#I’ve been dissociating hella hard these past months or something. swear I don’t remember time moving this fast. maybe it’s just me tbh.
#idk what to say about July other than… boring? not much happened and I don’t really remember it if I’m honest. just. mm. shrugs.
#best way to describe it LOL
#been sleeping a LOT lately and I think it’s fatigue again. was it like anything before? no. not at that rate (yet) but just.
#where you wanna sleep and sleep and sleep type of fatigue. you never feel rested and just gotta sleep it off kinda.
#just one of those moments yknow.
#it sucks. all I’m doing is letting the days pass me by and ‘missing out’ on living life when I could be enjoying it. but I lost interest -
#- in doing so for months - years now due to personal health matters. And whaddya know - it came back again. after months of healing.
#I'm pretty pissed as it does feel like a slap in the face. but you win some - you lose some. Gonna try and fight through it.
#I wrote something at the beginning of august but that got deleted. Had a breakdown and thought huh. what a great way to start the month -
#and now it's almost september. Just like that. What a month it's been. Stuck on what else to say but that really.
#don't want to keep talking about depressing stuff as that's what i used to do and realized hey. maybe you should stop doing that so often
#and not use it so casually in humor and/or stuff. Even though I reblog vents here n' all. but yknow.
#maybe it is hypocritical. but that's not the point. Just want to reflect and see if i've changed since coming back to the web after a year.
#not like it's going bad. just wished this year was a bit more optimistic. Last year was rough & i'm afraid this year will be another repeat
#though I did come out to a family member this month and that was like a punch to the gut. Considering my status with them and all.
#won't get into that. for now let's just say i'm not too close with them. An impulsive choice on my end but hey. it went well.
#and that's what matters tbh. My younger self would've thought i was actually insane. like to even DO that? really?
#shocking. I'm still not over that moment. Probably one of my biggest achievements this year.
#I'll update this if anything else comes to mind. none of this make sense and that's ok. clearing my mind right now.
#let's see what september has in store for me. Hopefully it'll get better as things slow down w/ winter on its way.
#hope y'all enjoyed your summer. 🖤🤘🏽
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