#and rewatching is hard. takes energy.w atching anything is hard. idk why its not even a depression or sickness thing it's just that the

[callixton]

imagine if my head worke.d and i knew what i wanted to write about. imagine that

#tob e totally honest i think i'm vacillating bc i want the validation of posting for even a slightly bigger fandom but umm. i don't have any #of those rn. well. i have svu. but legit Need to watch a few more episodes before ic an write anything i don't have their voices #or a story. really. it's all just. well. maybe i could shape something into a socially acceptable h/c #same with tww. i'd like tos tart writing some for that but i need to rewatch a little! #and rewatching is hard. takes energy.w atching anything is hard. idk why its not even a depression or sickness thing it's just that the #- medium is harder for me to consume #i like when i can choose my own pace. if i'm at home anyway #wow i am not with it. thank u nyquil #its like i couldl also work on an original work (my play is not ina n unpromising spot) but. #if i am being honest i do want external validation for writing rn! not always. but rn it would be nice #ted talks