#and now i'm like. oh wow. i am writing adrien agreste in such a distinctly previous fixation way...

[jattendschaton]

You ever read the way someone writes a character and think 'oh yeah, you definitely wrote for x fandom before this' and then one step further do you ever go back and get reinvested in a previous hyperfixation and realize you are writing your current blorbos in a distinctly fandom x-ish way?? Do I even have new blorbos or all they all just slight variations of the same bitch

#bean talks #directly inspired by rereading a previous hyperfixation from middle school #that i didnt even write fanfic for but i reread that first book well enough to recite it #and now i'm like. oh wow. i am writing adrien agreste in such a distinctly previous fixation way... #i didnt even remember this old blorbo was so similar to him ??? #and now i'm like. do other people read my writing and think 'oh yeah you were definitely influenced by internet craze of 2009' #because appARENTLY they'd be right and i didnt even realize it #i kinda love that though. our previous interests all bring us to where we are today. even if it was cringe or whatever i dont care #our creativity is all wrapped up in everything we've ever loved and hated and experienced and thought about #and i like that even if it catches me off guard. nothing ever really leaves you because it's shaped the way you think about the world