#and it's not the same kind of tired i had while unmedicated i doubt i'd cope

[abyssine]

Man.

I had therapy today, so I'm feeling a lot better about a lot of shit going on in my life atm, but I am so over life deciding to punch me over and over again.

Between my work having inconsistent power, my computer dying and my chronic illness flaring... fuck, I need a break.

It's not enough to keep me homebound or affect anything beyond just being bog-standardly tired... but it's a pain in the ass.

Am I coping better? Absolutely. Thank god for meds and being in a far better headspace as I have gotten older, but I'd also just like life to be kind to me for two seconds.

#sea speaks #just a lil vent #honestly i'm a-okay #especially after therapy but #i am sooo tired #and that's what sucks more than anything #i am so busy and it's so hot #that i have 0 energy at the end of the day #even if i have time to do things #and it's not the same kind of tired i had while unmedicated i doubt i'd cope #but i'm like #world you do not need to TEST me when i feel capable #DKGJDFJKSGH