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#and it especially stings bc scott has never made me feel like my insights were worth less because i'm a student
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#i should've just gatekept scott thompson from my college bc the way my college is treating me right now is bullshit
#like i don't even want to do the scott event anymore bc of how they're treating me but i kind of have to
#and i know i should be grateful they're even letting me be one of the interviewers but i hate being a student so much
#i hate how nobody respects my opinion or input or experience even tho i'm literally the reason scott's even doing this event
#(and ESPECIALLY the reason he's willing to do it for free!!)
#and it especially stings bc scott has never made me feel like my insights were worth less because i'm a student
#like he's always been one of the few people who consistently treat me like we're equals even tho he doesn't have to
#and the way my college is treating me. it's like they don't trust me to not be an annoying little kid
#like they're just assuming scott doesn't respect me so they don't have to respect me either
#i mean on the plus side i'm supposed to have another phone call with scott either today or tomorrow so i can probably explain the situation
#like i don't want to make him feel negatively about my college i want him to have a good time
#but this treatment is genuinely fucking with my self confidence
#and also maybe i can harness scott's power to hear ''don't talk about this thing'' and immediately make the interview all about this thing
#(except in this case it would be him treating me like an equal instead of a random student)
#and there's a bunch of bullshit currently going on with the class i have right after the event
#so even tho originally i was like ''awesome i have the perfect schedule to bring scott to all of my classes!!''
#i might just ask scott if he wants to skip class together and hang out. like i never promised that class anything
#the only thing i *have* to do is the interview. the class we'd be skipping is already being like
#''oh are you sure scott wants to visit the class i don't want to take him away from a better use of his time''
#and scott was genuinely excited to see what my classes were like!! even if y'all didn't treat him like a big celebrity!!
#but y'know what i'm sure scott does have a better use of his time. and i do too.
#i'm gonna do the interview event bc i have to (we're in too deep at this point)
#and i might ask scott if he wants to talk to that freshman film class about the buddy cole doc
#bc 1. they offered to pay scott for that (they can't legally pay me but that's why i made the joke about money laundering)
#2. since it's about the doc it's the one class where i get to be treated like an actual person
#but other than that. damn it i was excited to share this part of my life with scott but fuck that this part of my life sucks
#i'm gonna have a good time with scott in boston and my college is only going to be as much a part of is as they have to be
#because we ARE friends (scott said so!) and i AM a brilliant filmmaker (bruce said so!) and i DO have potential (bellini said so!)
#even tho it is hard to internalize those things after how much yesterday fucked me up. but that's ok scott will call again soon
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