#and i love that we've gotten touchier because god knows we both fucking need it . i dont care if people think we're a couple.

[zedif-y]

i say this with my entire chest. hold hands with your friends!!

#i mean this in the most platonic way possible and no i am not joking or being sarcastic #ive been having. a difficult couple of weeks #and im just. immensely grateful for my best friend because hes just. hes there. through all the bullshit hes There #and i love that we've gotten touchier because god knows we both fucking need it . i dont care if people think we're a couple. #they already think that when we breathe next to each other anyway #i love holding his hand it grounds me #and i dont want to kiss him or date him i just want to be close to him. he means the world to me #ive said it before but i will never understand people who see friends as second to their partner/s #because id do so much for my best friend's happiness. so so much to the best of my ability #hes seen me at my worst hes seen the bad parts of me hes seen me ugly and angry and petty and hes STILL here. he STILL cares about me #ejdjdkdj it makes me so emotional to think about #anyway. hug your friends. hold their hands. life's too short to hold back on affection if you both want it #ryan's screaming