#and i heard there's an ar0ha who volunteered to print letters to bring to fantagio's memorial

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#so uh #when *that* event happened last week i felt strange #sad obviously but you see. i was more of a casual 4stro fan than a proper roha #but still idk. this kind of hit a nerve???? #like the whole thing made me very emotional that day. as you do #add to that the countless interactions between him and boo. meaning he in particular used to rotate around often in my radar #as in I'd hear more about him so i guess that's why his passing affected me more than it should've #but anyway. my point here is #i was never really a super fan. but on that day i kind of wrote a song late at night #which was somewhat directed at him? or inspired by him? not really sure #and i heard there's an ar0ha who volunteered to print letters to bring to fantagio's memorial #and idk... maybe i should send it? #i mean what else am i going to do with that song? words. lyrics. poetry #whatever #so idk... should i? #my dilemma is that i feel it's not my place to do it since i wasn't a proper fan #but again. the way i see it those words will sat in a draft with no proper use in the future so... #rambless #will delete this later