#and i didnt want to post on the roomate findng page like 'hey im transgender and i promise im not weird pls room with me btw i snore'

[naptimeclown]

Yooo I'm so hyped rn I just found out my roommate for camp this year might be a fellow trans person

#i was the only (out) trans person last time so it'd be cool to not feel like weirdly singled out when ppl ask questions about lgbt+ stuff #and i wont lie i was having major panic attacks cus they made it so we had to find our own roommates rather than choosing for us this year #and i didnt want to post on the roomate findng page like 'hey im transgender and i promise im not weird pls room with me btw i snore' #cause tbh a lot of the camp attendees are OLDER ppl and i dont want to be judged like ya know... #even tho i never had a problem with that from anyone there last time everyone was super nice and accepting #the only thing made me uncomfy was the one guy who kept asking for my deadname but after i explained why it was rude he was very nice #gave me a hug when i started crying on the last day <3 i hope him and his gf are doing okay #but anyways yeah even tho everyone was nice i just cant help worrying about someone being transphobic ya know? just a defensive thing ig #on the other hand im also hella excited cause i was pre t when i was there last now im justover a year and my voice is different #and i have facial hair now (which ill end up having to shave there for makeup reasons but still!) i cant wait to see #how some of the ppl i met last time will react