#and he'll say im just another child of god and ill probably kill myself

[sycophantzealot]

sometimes im so sick of it, im so utterly disgusted and tired that because of memories that ruin my day i cant even look at a man of cloth normally anymore, im so sick and tired of my brain needing me to get on my knees and turn this fear into pleading for forgiveness and love. and i hate it so much, because it feels so good to wail for some sort of god to see me. doesnt it feel good to be a follower? catholism is an incurable childhood desease that can only be battled through transsexuality and faggottry, if you needed to know

#im so sick of it but its so comforting to look up and pray. i am so sick in the head. #do you know how many times ive wished there was some sort anonymous phone service where i could call a priest and tell him father please #please tell me you dont hate me for what i am and what i love. please tell me i am truly not a disgusting freak. please father #and he'll say im just another child of god and ill probably kill myself #i need to kiss a priest and i also need to get hit by one . kts um. normal feelings about things #hierophilia #sorry to normal priest kink havers . its somethjng worse here👍