#and I'm 98% sure I have developed OCD which is just A Lot

[undead-potatoes]

Sorry for all the bummer posts lately, my mental health is just *toilet flushing sounds* at the moment, and I really should know better than to vent everything on here by now

It comes and goes in waves too, so one moment I feel like everything is bad and will never be good again, and then 5 minutes later I'm here like "well that was a whole lot of something over a whole lot of nothing, how silly", literally just this gif

#Sunny Life #Gif #thank you to everyone who reach out when I get like this tho I appreciate it but you're probably better off just letting me be #I don't really want to talk about it I'm just bitching into the void #my mental health was really good for a few months after BG3 and then it turned sour and suddenly it's worse than it's been in forever #unfortunately worsened around things tied to BG3 and ppl in fandom which is why it's extra frustrating to me #and I'm 98% sure I have developed OCD which is just A Lot #I can't easily get to a therapist or psychiatrist to get a diagnosis and treatment bc of my poor physical health #and it's a bit tricky to do home visits bc we live in the ass end of farmland nowhere but I'm looking into it