#also re: vash made in a lab for me it's so funny because it's really 100% exclusively about his character

[beesinspades]

I love trigun so much.....i love vash so much.....it just feels so special. it's literally become my muse I've never drawn this much in my entire life I'm just so enamored with it and vash and aaahhh. a few weeks ago a friend told me that it's like vash was made in a lab specifically for me and I mean. yeah. I love him I love him so so much he's literally my dream fictional character it's like I won the fictional character jackpot. he's so so special to me nightow I owe you my life

#and my sanity this year #bee talks #SORRY I JUST!!! FEEL FEELINGS!!!!! #god I don't want this hyperfixation to pass #I can't bear to think of the day I'll see art of him and feel nothing #I hope he's special #I hope he's the one #I hope he's my lugia of humanoid characters #(lugia was my first ever fave fictional character I love them since I was 6 and unlike all my other hyperfixations this one stayed) #(like it's just been in the background my whole life I still collect things about lugia and look forward to lugia things) #(meanwhile doctor who was my biggest hyperfixation it lasted 4-5 years and it was literally my whole life. #but now you couldn't get me to feel a fraction of the excitement I used to feel over it. even with david tennant coming back. I'm excited! #but it's not the same. so yeah I hope trigun and vash are a new lugia. I think they could be. I want them to be.) #anywayyy sorry I'm weird #also re: vash made in a lab for me it's so funny because it's really 100% exclusively about his character #apart from the wings and scars thing it's got nothing to do with his appearance #and it's funny because originally I saw trimax vash after getting into tristamp and I was like 'ugh I don't really like how he looks here' #FOOL!!!!! #now he's my favorite and I draw him the most smh #but yeah peak example of a character's appearance growing on me because he's beautifully written and ticks all my boxes #confession though: I still don't like '98 anime and pre-trimax manga vash's look 😔 I'm a tristamp and trimax only #'98 vash looks great when he's sad though :)