#also im tryna date this summer but im at like my worst physically rn. not bad but medical shit and burned out and w/e it'll take me like a

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Shaving the rest of my head tomorrow I'll probably be ugly but idrc

#been growing it out slowly but idk what to do w the length. it's tough i like the feel of longer hair better but not the look. also refuse #to style that shit lol if it takes more than 5 secs to rix im wearing a hat #also im tryna date this summer but im at like my worst physically rn. not bad but medical shit and burned out and w/e it'll take me like a #month of goin crazy at the gym to get back to where i was. so idk maybe bein a little ugly will force me to try harder with that lmao. doin #my 50 pushups a day and slowly ramping back into weights and cardio. frustrating cuz i lost so much progress bc of the fuckin surgery #oh well lol i might get a face piercing tomorrow too who knows i kinda dgaf anymore i might just do a bunch of shit ive been wanting to but #held off. just throw in the towel and look fucked up for the summer ✌️ also its gonna be humid and hot as fuck so bald ass head will be nice #my fuck ass ponytail mullet was already hot in the winter i mightve died if i kept it. how tf did i manage waist length hair for so long #also i knocked over my pasta (reheated butter egg noodles) onto the ground tryna get my cat to stop eating a house plant while writing this #still ate them tho #also also yeah it's 2am but i was hungryy