#also also also damian in anya's pov haha ah ah a shahaa dhskdj

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i'm actually going to cry.

maybe the reason Anya suddenly revealed her secret to Damian, of all people, is because she felt guilty about knowing his deep desire for familial love. he didn't mention it, but it was painfully obvious in the way he looked at her with this soft, sad smile:

anya is so strong. i would've cried and hugged him 😭

but lo and behold, anya wasn't so strong after all. after trying so hard to keep her ability a secret, she told damian anyway – and without hesitation too.

crying... this panel is everything to me

personally, what Anya did was equivalent to a hug. maybe she felt bad... maybe guilty... maybe she wanted him to feel less alone... maybe she pitied him... maybe she sympathized... or maybe she felt it was the right thing to do. but in her own way, she definitely did it to make him feel better and less alone :')

maybe i'm just yapping. but the two of them are so similar in so many ways. Damian despite being part of a real family longs for real connection. and Anya, despite loving her family so much, secretly wishes what they had was truly real – a family not held together by a mission or conveniences, but just that, a simple family. they both just want a home man

this chapter was perfect in so many ways. these kids make my heart hurt, and i'm so scared yet excited for what Endo has in store for the next arcs <3

#spy x family spoilers #i think it's incredibly sweet and adorable that it was damian who she told FIRST. i love that so much :')))) #can you tell this chapter has me on chokehold :D #i want them to become really good friends man #i love them so much. the've taken up like 80% of my brain for the past two weeks #damianya #damian desmond #any foreger #damian x anya #spy x family #spy x family 96 #i've been manifesting a heavy damianya moment by blasting can i have this dance every day for the past 2 weeks #also also also damian in anya's pov haha ah ah a shahaa dhskdj