#again this better not jinx it. don't you even dare. whatever luck entity is out there I will snap you like a twig if you ruin this for me

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If posting this jinxs it all I'll loathe my stupid life forever, but – hopefully! – I won't become entirely jobless next year, like I was shaping up to be, so that's real great actually

#my quote unquote contract ends next month but we had a talk earlier about how we could extend it in a different manner #different hours/tasks and ideally also a little bit more money. still wouldn't be a proper job but anything's better than €140/month #basically I wouldn't be under the region's disabilty program that's been organizing this until now & I'd work directly as staff here #I'll have to look for something else too if I can handle them both but at least I would still have this. biggest relief of my life #again this better not jinx it. don't you even dare. whatever luck entity is out there I will snap you like a twig if you ruin this for me #fuck it we post