#YOURE ALWAHS PRETTY

[daily-rcp-poli]

*It seems that Dave was asleep but quickly got up, ready for whatever bullshit (his and my words, not anyone else's; after all, Homestuck itself is that) he had ready. Although IRL school demands IRL, not transitioned Dave to study, in this hour he's good to yap*

Alright...the thing is, a part of me alwahs doubt my own judgement on others, especially as I'm poor with judging myself. But there's no denying that I was already in the right track all along! So, you got: Knight of Mind! Some powerful classpect, although every one of them are powerful when used properly (although since I'm no SBURB player, at least this "THE Dave", I got no classpect powers. But my classpect is pretty neat as well).

So, since I'm lazy af rn, here's a quote from a tumblr blog that focuses on classpects: "Knights use their aspect as a weapon, exploit their aspect for any situation, and defend others with their aspect. Mind is all about logic, decisions, the outer self and tactical planning. Therefore, the Knight of Mind uses their mind to fight and defend, allowing them to be masters of battle tactics."

Knights also...hide under a persona. Either that is a shadow of their true potential, or hiding their true selves...mostly the latter, most of the time. As for you, you seemed to be quite a good example of such classpect used with (almost) full potential! You used strategies to make your fellow Rescue members organized, and no offense to Jin but you had more leadership effort since you're way more present than her. <-Blud still thinks Jin is the 'true' leader and will die on that hill

Although there is a canonical Knight of Mind in Homestuck [who is it? I ain't telling; go read the gogdamned comic or search ;) ], you were quite the opposite of her. You used your knowledge for real instead of hiding it, but even then there's that case of an "outer self" with you. However, unlike Roy, you seemed more stable with the emotional and mental parts of your identity, although still something...that may or may not be quite concerning, I suppose?

I've met many Polis who were as strategic as you but used it for other reasons, whether for good (like my Murder Drones AU!Poli/Price) or evil, others who emphasized the "No usey knowledge" thing—although it's not in a "cool lad" persona but in a kinda stoic sona instead—and some who were supposed to be a Mage, which understands their aspect quite well. Although that case for that last one is due to various...shenanigans.

Although the thing is...I wonder if that first variation of you that I've met as a kid is still around. As in, "narratively significant" around. Maybe he is, but who knows, really? We're all puppets of fate, and for someome like me...myself. But in the end, all is good...and I wish it was in my actual world.

I was far from it for a reason...

"Oh my word.."

Poli blinked several times, processing said information.

"Well, good morning to you? Woah, you manage to type up a whole storm after waking up? Impressive."

"Knight of mind, huh? That sounds like a cool title. So I'm sort of a knight? Also.. there's other Poli's out there? Like, other versions of myself?"

"I seriously learn something new everyday from you all.."

#robocar poli #dailypoli #poli

[anantaru]

yesterday i learned, while i was punching one of my close friends stomach (bc he was being stupid as alwahs), that he had abs. like bro wtf since when, why and how

that mf always stays at home and im pretty sure the only sport he does is basketball at school💀

that's so random lmao, also because you said school, I trust you read my rules and respect that if you're a minor to not interact with me. (I just checked and you don't have your age disclosed) :))

#. ꔛ mail : kazuhacumslut! ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ #꒰୨ 𖤐 ୧꒱ answered'

[nnoomooree]

I foolishly thought, for a second, that I was enough. Smart enough, pretty enough, just...enough. I thought that I would never feel not enough in my friendships ever again. I was alwahs the one to lower my voice while trying to say something in a group of people because no one was listening. The one who would walk behind the group because there's not enough space on the sidewalk. The one who would find out news last.

I foolishly thought that my new friends wpuld never make me feel like that ever again. I was actually confident in that aspect for once. Oh, just how foolish have I been?

And it pains me that I know I am being unreasonable, but I can't stop my feelings. And all that is left are these tears. And they're nowhere near to stopping.

Don't you just miss being numb? Like when Jonghyun died and you couldn't feel a thing? Or when your dad died and you would force yourself to feel pain but couldn't? Or two years ago, when your aunt died and you just couldn't bring yourself to care? Weren't those easier times? Why do you gotta feel so damn much?

Why is it, whenever there's stuff to feel, you either don't feel a thing or everything at once? Why are fictional characters having such an impact on you? You're so pathetic that you cried because Uzui Tengen will never love you. Are you not embarassed? How many times do you have to go through this until you're finally done?

[muskyelon]

Anybody else remember your one who used to be here and would alwahs say they were a trans woman and like always commented on trans womens issues and got into those debates and people would ask "hey are you like actually amab and transitioning because if not it's pretty inappropriate for you to speak for and over trans women on these issues" and every time that was asked they'd say people were invading their privacy?

I remember it ending with them eventually actually saying they were tme but also acting like everybody was horrible and that they were bullied off the site and leaving under a cloud?

#caoimhe convos