#Vhester

[aibrechts]

hEY J HI I LOVR U I JUST READ ALL THAT IM OMW BACK TO WORK RN AFTER CHRISTMAS LUNCH SO I DONT HAVE TIME TI RESPIND PEROPERLY BUT IM SO SO GLAD YOU MANAGED TO ARRANGE THAT FOR ALL YOUR FAMILY, AND TO MAKE YOUR MOTHER SO HAPPY!!!!! IT REALLY IS A WONDERFUL THING!!!!!!!!!!! ill get to your message Properly once all these ponies have had their christmas dinner ahahahaha <3

#vhester and wisdom are getting fermented lucein for shristmas shhhh #they love it its not rly alcoholic lol it just has a Whole lot of flavour in it #im a few drinks in myself (as you cantell from my TYPOS) but im not drivinf so its fine pfft #i hope you had/have a wonderful day!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <33333

[ewritesthangs]

This is my appreciation post for my thaddeus. Its officially 8 months since i saw you running on that wheel and fell in love. Youve become an attitude stricken toddler. But i lpve ypu no matter what. You were there when i lost vhester and Edgar. You snuggled up and knew mommy needed you. I promise to protect you. To love you until my last days on earth and then beyond when we all meet up again. Youll always be my safe haven when i have an episode or when my anciety is so high your fur and smell can only calm me. I love to watch you sleep. You look so peaceful and then you start your gymnastics routines. You grew into your nosey and feetsies. It makes me sad that you grew up but i love watching it happen. Youll always have your babyface but sometimes you look so grown. I love you so damn much Thaddeus Xavier.

[cripplecryptid]

I guess the reason the suicide of this kpop guy messes so much with me is that kpop stars are always portrayed as super happy, they always seem so incredibly happy and their songs are always so happy and bubbly (obvs I don't understand the lyrics but still) and obviously they can't all really be that happy and for this to happen just really shows that and it reminds me of the times when I felt this way and always hid it

#im not really a big kpop fan though and i never even listened to this group #im not menrioning the name of the guy or the group bc i dont want this in the tag #dont reblog btw!!!! #also this somehow hurt me more than when Chester Bennington did it (mostly bc i was really far away from this planet mentally at that time #and i still havent really registered it mentally) but i really think it's because with this guy you couldve never tild by lookibg at him #with vhester at least you knew he had dealth with mental health stuff #idk this just all really fucked with me

[lpninja]

I miss vhester so much why god why why this is so unfair why