#The spiderbit songs (the reason (which didn't) fit el triste and tempo perdido)

[qroier]

thinking about the entire speech cellbit made after green gay ninjas got eliminated. thinking about how he played el triste by jose jose. thinking about "i think he's sad but he doesn't want to show it". about "i wish i could've been that someone you needed to not be alone anymore". thinking about their vows and "as long as i'm here you will never be alone" and "i will always be by your side for anything you need". about "i'll look for you and until i find you i will not stop" and "i won't let them, i won't allow them to take you". thinking of temos todo o tempo do mundo / we have all the time of the world and la historia de este amor se escribio para la eternidad / the story of this love was written for eternity. about "it's cellbit and me against the world" and "as long as we're together we will be able to win" and "but we have one another at least". and also thinking about roier's y yo que (and what of me) after the bomb exploded. about how he never said te amo back. about how his only reaction upon getting back to quesadilla island was an incredibly telling "everything is the same, except cellbit, who's dead" and a stupid joke about his tennis shoes saving them. thinking of hoy quiero saborear mi dolor, no pido compasion ni piedad / today i want to savor my pain, i don't ask for compassion nor pity. thinking about how spiderbit was separated. but most of all, thinking about how their reunion will go. when it finally happens

#qsmp #spiderbit #good morning everyone i spent like an entire hour going through double checking making sure my quotes were accurate listening to #The spiderbit songs (the reason (which didn't) fit el triste and tempo perdido) #this is not analysis because there is zero explanation and reasoning but it definitely is evidence. and thoughts lkjsdfklsd #if anything this is my version of webweaving #being totally honest i am not fully sure what webweaving is but it always seems to try its best to tear my heart to shreds sooooo #roier #cellbit #speaking