#TMS? nada doesn't exist here. other SNRI types? nada we only have evil effexor.

[dykethang]

time to play the horror game of Rotating Antidepressants And Hoping That The One SSRI I Tolerate Both Works And Doesn't Cause A Manic Episode 👍

#cat meows #i have to rotate antidepressants which is so stupid. bupropion stopped working #lexapro is the only SSRI that doesn't mega fuck me up but it's also. not very effective. #wish i didn't have the world's most broken brain chemistry in a country that has fuckall we can do for treatment resistant depresh #TMS? nada doesn't exist here. other SNRI types? nada we only have evil effexor. #literally all of the widely researched alternatives? fuck you it's either a handful of meds or ECT #literally she offered me an MAOI again which is how dire my options are. MAOIs are super last resort #because they can kill you :). the one she offered i've tried anyway and it didn't help a lot #can i just be like. normal. can there stop being a bubble between me and the world. etc. #at least i have some Prescription Sedatives in case the lexapro jacks my sleep up bad #because if i stop sleeping then that's another mania trigger when SSRIs themselves also are a trigger for that for me