#NOT NECESSARILY IN A HFKADSJLF /r way though it's mostly /p okay 😭😭

[noxtivagus]

🥺🫶🏼 can i just say i really love my friends sm

#🌙.rambles #not even just my friends just rlly a lot of ppl in my life #do you ever just think about how life was before you meet certain ppl #n how since then maybe you've. had so many special memories n experienced feelings you've never really thought of before #NOT NECESSARILY IN A HFKADSJLF /r way though it's mostly /p okay 😭😭 #like say 3 ppl esp this year that i think very well changed my life #this'll be incredibly obvious who i'm talking about but oh well #met one 3rd month of the year n another the 6th month n the other the 3rd to the last month (10th month) #i'm not sure if they know well enough how much they mean to me 🥹 quite possibly wiling to bet that #i love them more than they'll ever know. maybe even in a. wait no i'm not gna continue that last bit but yeah <3 #IM SORRY IM LIKE SENTIMENTAL RN BCS #HLDJFAKDSJF UHH #i usually am the one that likes to give so receiving stuff like gifts n then yk the thought n sentiment behind it all just #IDK it warms my heart so much it really does. so much other stuff too but my mind is so dead rn #^^ ykyk who you are btw w. the gifts hfdalsjfkld I RLLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY #everything about it just makes me happy n arghh there's so much to say but my ability to word is dying rn it sucks !!!! but. 🥹🫶🏼 #n then w another online friend there's like. esp ffxiv rn w her hehe WE'RE GNA MAKE THE FC IN A BIT N IT'S HDFLKSDJ #n then w my irls i have sm to say to them But im too shy.. maybe i cld write them in a letter #BUT HERES THE THING IM NATURALLY AFFECTIONATE I DONT WNA WEIRD MY FRIENDS OUT WHO MAY BE #SHY W IT OR SMTH?? 🥹 dilemmas.. i'm rlly just romantic w gifts oh well FUCK IT #hdfkjaldfd my mind is a mess rn wait!!