#It's not perfect at all so the blind and rabid defence despite the many flaws it has regardless of the good it does is fucking cult like

[sleeplessnightmarecalledlife]

Wow oh wow. Unfortunately, I feel like having a man to say exactly what I'm saying would yield better results than me speaking for myself, because that sincerely gets me nowhere.

#I've often heard how taking a man completely changes the environment and how they respond #Sucks for me that means I'm still fucked #Borderline tearing my hair out at how often I have to repeat myself only to not be listened to #No worries I'm either just in searing pain or go numb it's chill I'm sure it's nothing #Certainly nothing to do with the injuries I went through because that's quickly dismissed as irrelevant and a non factor #Absolute worst case scenario is that untreated numbness get worse than it has and leads to amputation lmfao nothing major #But if you continue to ignore it then you don't even to do anything so it's all good for everyone #Except me of course but that's not important in the slightest nor is the continuous impact it has #I swear the hardcore NHS defenders really grate on me #'Well I was seen instantly and got every test I needed just to make sure and I was treated quickly' #And anyone who has a different experience is full of shit and lying #Like my experience is always dismissed and disregard... Apart from the allergy guy who can't help what needs help #But I can fully acknowledge other people receive amazing care despite the fact I never have #It's not perfect at all so the blind and rabid defence despite the many flaws it has regardless of the good it does is fucking cult like #Anyway I'll continue to get ignored so rip to the things I've lost due to their blatant neglect because I'm unworthy of care #And there's no one to help at all so I gotta continue going it alone and getting flat out ignored #Just perfect #Exactly what I wanted #Guess that's bye to pole permanently thank you for your fantastic world class service #I really don't know what to do and i really am crying because of it all the time