#I'm sure with enough finagling I'll be able to switch my needle out but i think I'm just gonna leave it for tonight

[somelazyassartist]

I'm going to chuck my sewing machine out my window

#not really but GODDDDD I'M SO FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW #it'd be fine if my needle broke because that just happens sometimes #especially after a lot of wear and i had done a lot of embroidery with it #but NOOOOOOO #it BENT #UNDER the FOOTPLATE #so i cannot LIFT IT #to get my FABRIC OUT #or to make the needle EASIER to REMOVE #I'm sure with enough finagling I'll be able to switch my needle out but i think I'm just gonna leave it for tonight #honestly this is probably the last sign i needed to just go to bed. i should have hours ago #I've been stitching things wrong (will also have to seam rip it tomorrow) and i had to put on bandaids cuz I'm getting clumsy with my pins #i should've been to bed ages ago I'm just going to leave this here. maybe I'll get a snack or something #though if i stay up for another hour i could get my dad to help fix it so i won't have to stress about it as much #i don't know what I'm gonna do yet #i just kinda feel like crying #i gotta get these fucking plushies done man #i got two already paid for that i need to finish up and I've got 6 i need to take down to my local shoppes soon #not to mention that I'm a bit late on some commission work because the plushies are more time-sensitive #and i know my friend's understanding and is way more patient than they probably should be but i still feel bad about it #cuz I'm really excited to work on those!! they're some cool stuff i get to draw and I'm excited to get started!!! #i have had nothing but problems all day and now I'm getting sleep deprived because I'm pushing so hard to get them done #first my embroidery thread kept fraying and stitching inconsistently #which i have to cover up with other methods since i don't have the stabilizer to re-stitch it #and then my patterns didn't line up properly so i had to edit those by hand #and i accidentally stitched the tail on an alpaca too low so i have to seam rip and restitch the entire body because of it #and then i had to rush to not bleed all over my fabric when i got too clumsy with my pins #and i have an entire cloak that got fucked up and i have to seam rip‚ surge‚ and restitch basically the entire thing #and now my needles fucking bent under the machine and it's really hard to get out and I'm just really frustrated right now #i haven't had most problems like this the entire 5 years I've been sewing why is it all happening to me all at once i just feel like crying