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#I'm sorry if i bring negativity in your dash I won't blame you for unfollowing i can just try to promise it won't always be like this
omarfor-orchestra
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2 years
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So now I need to figure out what caused this mess uh
#was it the pills
#the pms
#the fact that I haven't seen my therapist in almost a month and will have to wait another one
#the fact that i haven't seen someone outside my family and therapist in something like 3 months
#maybe more
#the fact that when the only irl friend i thought i had (which I'm starting to dubt) told me after i stupid joke that i do have friends
#i ghosted her bc otherwise i would have told her to fuck off bc if i had friends I wouldn't have had to be alone in my house when in
#so much pain I couldn't move from the bad and she knew it she knew I couldn't walk and still said 'oh you can come to my house' how????????
#despite me asking her twice to come
#and I'm 23 years old and I'm so alone it hurts and I can't go out even if i were invited and the only thing helping me right now
#are literally drugs which let me tell yall is a low point even if they're medically prescripted
#and I'm losing my mind because I'm 3 exams away from my graduation and everyday i feel like giving up
#and I've started counting cals again because I'm scared I'm gonna gain too much weight
#and I don't know how I'll handle the operation and the follow up and I'm fucking terrified
#I'm so sorry if you all are reading this but I'm truly feeling hopeless and so so useless and alone and the self hating is getting stronger
#I'm sorry if i bring negativity in your dash I won't blame you for unfollowing i can just try to promise it won't always be like this
#i hope at least
#god i don't even know what i wrote
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