#I'm getting delirious at this point I should really slow down but I can't whoops

[toasteaa]

This draft isn't even actually a draft, it's just me putting down my full thoughts FOR the draft. Why is it already 45 fucking pages long, I'm going to throw myself off a cliff

#toast talks #Toast writes one extremely self indulgent neuvi x reader fic and it consumes her for three weeks. more at 11 #AND I HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN TO THE SEX YET FUCK ME WHY DO I HAVE FULL FEATURE LEBGTH MOVIES FOR THOUGHTS #This is why I never post anything anymore because every single fic I want to write will end up being fuckin 70k words #That's even if I get it to come out how I want #Anyway #I've fallen back down the Neuvillette rabbit hole. Goodbye you will not see me again until I finish this fuckin draft #I think I should clarify it's 45 pages in my notebook and not on a computer. im writing front and back on pages so it's actually only like #22 pages and some change. But front and back of 22 pages at least #I'm getting delirious at this point I should really slow down but I can't whoops #This is what happens when your selfshipping doesn't have an outlet with friends. You go a little psycho bonkers and write a whole novel