#I'll probably never draw it in as much detail as i could because. y'know. body horror

[shadeswift99]

A Shade! At full health and living their best un-life, with some funky experimental clothing changes and an art style that I have no idea how I was able to do

#shade draws #minesona #the rocket is a callback to my rocket shop on Ecocraft :) #also; i think this is the most human/solid Shade ever looks #all fed and at full health with a good sleep #pretty tall and relatively human looking except for the eyes and feet and a couple other spots hidden by sleeves rn #i wanted to show a little more of how i imagine the void energy transitions into their flesh #it's a bit patchy with some flesh being held together by void energy and a good bit of could-be-either mixed in #I'll probably never draw it in as much detail as i could because. y'know. body horror #but i just think it's neat :] #man i want to ramble about every design choice but i won't #instead I'll just get back to: I DON'T KNOW HOW MY OWN HANDS MADE THIS #there are so many things about this that I've just accepted are not things i can draw H O W DID THIS HAPPEN #like it's not perfect or anything but the things i like about it are all things I'm normally jealous that i can't do #and i just kinda did it by accident - #it was meant to be a doodle but then it kinda Went - #okay I'll shut up now just. new artist things i guess #every time i make something visual it's an adventure and I'm still kind of in awe that sometimes picture happens #i am used to words happen. but not pictures happen. #idk if this gets reblogged at all actually I'm just having a great time