#I just can't enjoy hearing swearing at all I'm sorry sjdhjdfh

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77, 101, and 26 for Spotify wrapped!

#77 is Color by Ellie Holcomb! this one is an... extremely unconventional sort of worship-ish song? I *think* it's meant to be about sacramental vision, or possibly about the experience of coming out of legalism, but I'm not quite sure? anyway, I do enjoy it and I did listen to it a good deal this year, mostly because I find it very intriguing and spent a lot of time trying to analyze the lyrics and figure out the exact meaning behind it 😂 I really enjoy songs that throw the typical tropes and cliches for their genre out the window and try to come at things from a completely different direction, but they also cause me to become slightly fixated on them until I can fully analyze dissect and reassemble them lol

#101 is Sleepwalker by Of Monsters and Men, and this one is entirely Lu's fault sdkfjhsdkjfh

I think Lu had connected it to some characters/stories, I'm pretty sure it's on at least one of her playlists, so that's probably why it's on here.

(EDIT: wAIT OH MY WORD I KNOW WHY THIS ONE IS ON HERE IT'S BECAUSE OF NARVIN ISN'T IT SKDFJHDSKJFHKSJDHFKSHDFKHD)

(EDIT THE SECOND: wait ok I asked Lu and it's actually because of one of the ships from TXF. which makes sense, I do remember that now lol)

#26 is For Island Fires and Family by Dermot Kennedy, which I got slightly obsessed with for a brief period of time because of a few specific lines and the images and associations they conjured in my mind when I heard them (I think I was in the middle of writing something and it was channeling the exact vibes I needed for that project?) Dermot Kennedy paints such vivid and gorgeous word pictures with his lyrics, so I love them for that. plus there's a lot of great lines in his music that can be stolen for web weaves/aesthetic collages/fanfic titles hehehe.

#ok I googled Color and found an article saying that it's about her mom's conversion experience and how knowing God brings meaning and colour #into our world #which. makes so much sense. and is not nearly as complicated as I was trying to make it be. that's pretty typical tbh. 😅😂😂 #I will also mention that I'm pretty sure that last song has a light swear word in the chorus?? #but I Did Not even pick up on it until I'd heard the song a good number of times because of his accent 😅 #I don't make a practice of listening to music with swearing in it bc then it gets stuck in my head and makes me wanna scrub my own brain #I just can't enjoy hearing swearing at all I'm sorry sjdhjdfh #asks #gurt says stuff #music #spotify wrapped