#I do want that coat though. desperately. it'd fix my entire look and potentially part of my self confidence

[caricature-of-a-witch]

I've done nothing remotely functional today and instead I'm now incredibly emotional about Spike's goddamn coat

#normal behaviour. on my part. #listen I've been MISSING that coat. #in fact. if anyone can tell me where to get one for myself please do let me know I've been searching forever #liveblogging btvs #Ash's ramblings #also liveblogging my lack of functionality. I should go at least put my laundry from 3 days ago away maybe #you know those days when you have to psych yourself up for half an hour to do anything at all #and then the Main Thing you wanted to do STILL ends up too daunting so you just go home and feel like an utter failure #and continue to do fuck all bc that failed attempt ate up all your energy #(the obstacle that made the Thing impossible was I couldn't bring myself to go inside and talk to people. #I have been legally an adult for over a decade. behold how that is going for me) #yeah. anyway. #gonna put away the laundry I hope and maybe listen to the latest tmagp while I'm at it #I do want that coat though. desperately. it'd fix my entire look and potentially part of my self confidence #going back to the show I can't BELIEVE we didn't get a scene of Buffy reacting to The Return of the Coat I KNOW she's missed it too