#I MUST KNOW EVERYONE OTHERWISE I CAN'T FULLY HAVE FUN /hj

[hunsa-jars]

Went to my cousin's bachelorette party yesterday and oof

When you put an introvert into an extrovert situation

#random squeak #IT WAS FUN THO DON'T GET ME WRONG #i'm glad i was there #we went bowling #ate pizza #and watched my poor cousin solving the party challenges #i wish i didn't feel so... out of place? #like of course it's not that i didn't feel comfortable with the people there they were awfully kind #i just wish i knew them better #like my mom and my aunt was there too thank golly goodness #my mouse ass was lost so to say #probs that's the reason why i can't enjoy stuff like this #I MUST KNOW EVERYONE OTHERWISE I CAN'T FULLY HAVE FUN /hj #also i got reminded i'm not a good dancer lmao #i'm the basic idle animation swaying to the beat kind of person #at one point my cousin was in the middle and pulled everyone one by one to dance #and when it was my turn i panicked and asked if we could make a circle with the others (so i could avoid looking awkward as hell 💀) #OH and there was this other lady having her bachelorette party at the same time as us and just frickin stole my cousin for a dance dhdhdjf #that was pretty hysterical- #the worst part of the night was probably me hiccuping a lot for some reason #and the tummy aches #and the slight awkwardness #but otherwise it was a blast #also like when my cousin's future mother in law had to leave earlier we all hugged her #when she came over to me she said 'bye my beautiful' #ma'am 🥺🥺🥺 #sshshshsks