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#I HAVE LIKE 3 OTHER FULL BOTTLES. TAUNTING ME. BUT I DON'T WANT TO WASTE THEM CUZ I'D FEEL BAD ALSO ONE OF THEM COST ME
aph-estonia
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7 months
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can't believe i'm speedrunning alcoholism
#i haven't even been 'legal' for a full year and i've already gone straight from getting drunk off 1 mikes hard to
#having 4-5 chugs of 50% vodka and blacking out
#to having it become such a huge part of my routine that i feel like fucking shit sober & i hype myself for 'drinking days'
#i need like 3 chugs of 50% vodka straight to feel any sort of buzz rn btw. :)
#anyways. to having it become such a huge problem that i do so much horrible shit and wake up not remembering any of it
#to me wanting to slow down so bad but now i'm so fucking dependant on it like ...............
#too scared 2 quit quit i want 2 drink at parties still like i smoke at parties but i'm not a smoker u knooooo
#wanna do that.............
#but yeah...... i've been speedrunning alcoholism any% lately
#.txt
#IT'S KINDA HARD TO SLOW MY ROLL WHEN I KEEP GETTING GIFTED ALCOHOL FROM MY FAMILY BTW.
#EVERY TIME I GO OVER THEY'RE LIKE HEY DO YOU WANT THIS AND I DON'T WANT THEM TO KNOW I HAVE ISSUES SO I ACCEPT IT EVERY TIME
#I HAVE SO MANY HUGE ASS BOTTLES
#GOT SO BAD GOT SO DEPRESSED FROM MY LATEST BENDER I LITERALLY FLUSHED ONE DOWN THE TOILET BUT
#I HAVE LIKE 3 OTHER FULL BOTTLES. TAUNTING ME. BUT I DON'T WANT TO WASTE THEM CUZ I'D FEEL BAD ALSO ONE OF THEM COST ME
#$35 I HAVE TO USE IT WISELY
#OTHERWISE I WASTED MY VERY VERY LIMITED RESOURCES (MONEY)
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