#Hgrgggggrhhrgghhh I love writing characters being like this but it's always a big fear

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Computer! Google search: "How to write character going on murder spree after thousands upon thousands of words of build-up without it sounding like a generic Creepypasta from the 2000s with descriptions of finding peace in finally having some semblance of control over their life and whatnot"

#Hgrgggggrhhrgghhh I love writing characters being like this but it's always a big fear #I don't wanna come off like I'm trying to be some edgy kid who's like: “And then he went INSANE MODE!!! and killed EVERYONE!!” #Cause like #No #Please #I want this scene to be *good* and have a nice payoff because it comes after a long...long while of The Guy having the worst time ever #I want it to be unfortunately cathartic #In the sense that it's cathartic that he's doing this but it's also quite. sad and upsetting him seeing like this #Becoming somebody he always feared of being #And then thus being remembered as it for eternity #sp-rambles