#FOR FEAR OF TRAPPING SOMEBODY IN SOMETHING /THEY/ DON'T WANT THROUGH OBLIGATION

[starfoam]

//I'm still thinking about Lorelei, indulgence, and her fear of being a burden

#NO BUT BECAUSE TO LO THE ULTIMATE INDULGENCE *IS* INTIMACY #NOT JUST SEX (but it does include sex) BUT. PHYSICAL CONTACT. TRUST. THE SIGHT AND SMELL AND FEEL OF ANOTHER PERSON. #AND HOW TO HER THE THING THAT KEEPS HER UP AT NIGHT AND GNAWS AT HER CHEST IS LONELINESS AND TOUCH STARVATION #BUT THAT *REQUIRES OTHER PEOPLE* AND SHE CAN'T BRING HERSELF TO ASK FOR WHAT SHE DESPERATELY NEEDS #FOR FEAR OF TRAPPING SOMEBODY IN SOMETHING /THEY/ DON'T WANT THROUGH OBLIGATION #SHE LOVES SO DESPERATELY AND DOESN'T THINK SHE DESERVES TO ASK FOR IT AND I #AAAAAAAAAH