#At least then I wouldn't die of depression and boredom

[kittyprincessofcats]

For months I’ve been looking forward to my sisters coming to visit today.

For months I’ve been excited.

Then I got sick a week ago. (Did a Covid-test back then, negative.) Then I started feeling better from yesterday on and thought “okay great, so they can come over, since I’m feeling better.”

Then L. (the younger one) got sick and couldn’t come over.

Then, just because I wanted to be 100% sure, I did a Covid test this morning... positive. Then I went to a testing center. Positive. Then I did an express PCR-test because F. (my sister) is pretty health paranoid and asked me to. Positive.

So... now I’ll be spending Christmas all alone with my depression and f*ing Covid.

Worst timing ever. I hate everything.

#personal #I didn't even have time to wrap their presents yet #I bought all these Christmas decorations and was going to buy a fake tree today #Why did I move so far away I'm regretting that choice more every day #Should I just call my dad? The one I'm trying to cut off? And ask him to pick me up so I can spend Christmas at home? #Because at least then I'd be there with /someone/ #At least then I wouldn't die of depression and boredom