#And the entire time I have to speak and act normally as if Emmeryn's death and 'do not speak her name' didn't just change me for good

[these-detestable-hands]

Fe awakening chapter 9 and 10 are doing things to me

#I have to go to cooking class and be around other people for 6 hours #And the entire time I have to speak and act normally as if Emmeryn's death and 'do not speak her name' didn't just change me for good #Also awakening reminds me a lot of triangle strategy #Which is bad because tristrat is very. Not fun. to me and I feel anxious thinking about it because of people associated with it #Like pleasseee brain let me forget literally everything about that game so I can go back to being who I was before I got it #I genuinely hate that game and I wish I never played it and I wish I never talked to that one person about it and I wish I could forget it #Anyway. Enough of that #I have to leave in 20 minutes so I'm gonna listen to nice music to calm tf down #I don't wanna have a meltdown during cooking class because I already felt anxious beforehand #Wait uh tldr so we're all on the same page: #Awakening and Emmeryn and don't speak her name good #It reminds me of tristrat though (bad) (tristrat bad) #pie won't shut up #Bro wake up