#Also im pretty sure by now I've got adhd but I can't go somewhere to test it bc if I do I might not get a job 🙃

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#it's late and what does that mean? #yess it means vickys brain is starting to work again #on today's schedule: #why the hell are people friends with me? like I'm annoying myself so much most of the time how are other people not annoyed by me yet? #I'm whiny I'm often too isolated or absorbed in my own problems #like there's literally no benefit other people get from being friends with me? #so I don't really get why they are? #in moments like this I overthink the concept of friendship SO MUCH #today definitely wasn't one of my best days but then again the whole week felt like it #I've been super emotional way more than usual #I get way too invested in stuff aka f1 and that's just not healthy #Also im pretty sure by now I've got adhd but I can't go somewhere to test it bc if I do I might not get a job 🙃 #gotta love the beamtentum in germany #I'm just feeling so out of myself lately like I'm watching from the outside and don't know what I'm doing or why I'm doing it #I feel like a roboter #I'm gonna go to sleep now tho these thoughts just make me question everything #probably gonna delete this tomorrow