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carcinized · 2 years
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hey!! you!!! <3 this is the official tobin's plans for music updates post!! anxiously awaited i know. anyways...
first big news:
I AM DONE WRITING POLARIS!!!!
crazy i know. polaris was essientially written just to see if i even could write an album. it was also specifically written to sound good sung live to an accoustic guitar (or occasional ukulele) so i wouldn't have to learn production and could just learn to write music. and i think it's pretty alright for a first attempt at writing music (and making a cohesive album).
however, when i sit down to write music currently, i can't do it within the constraint of that album. which at first i thought was writer's block, but i've recently realized is actually just because... polaris is done. i have nothing more to write for that project. nothing more to add to that story. which is fucking awesome. i wrote an album. that's so cool??
so now...
what's going to happen with polaris?
the plan is to record each song a little more professionally than the demos posted on tumblr, get some sort of album cover and name to release the songs under, and put them onto youtube. probably soundcloud also, and maybe bandcamp (i've heard about it but never used it myself), but not spotify or apple music or anything like that.
the timeline for this is vaguely "sometime in 2022" at the moment, but will likely come before that (i like to set the bar low and pleasantly surprise myself). the songs that aren't linked in the polaris masterpost probably won't be shared until i release them on youtube simply because i'm lazy.
polaris aside...
what comes next?
now that i know i CAN write music (and how to), it's time to learn production (and get things like a mic LMAOOO)
polaris's style (music, type of lyrics, the way i handled the album) were very much inspired by the album give me a minute by lizzy mcalpine. the next style of music i really want to conquer is that of the album you and your friends by peach pit.
if all goes according to plan, that will be recorded slightly more professionally, hopefully with more professional equipment (though still out of my bedroom :pensive:). not trying to jinx it but my hope is for that album to be put under a different name and on spotify/apple music/etc, not just youtube and soundcloud etc.
in conclusion,
i am SO hyped to see where my music goes. thank you to everyone who's supported polaris the past few months, im glad you guys have enjoyed it :D excited to put it on youtube and be done with it tho lmao i have greener pastures to attend to
[quick note: feel free to send me asks for clarification, or just about my music in general! i'm more than happy to answer questions. have a lovely day!]
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crumble-cookii · 2 years
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ayyyy licorice conceeeeeept
as always, close-ups under cut (don't forget to check the tags I hide lots down there, this one especially!!)
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trans(performed own top surgery in a Dennys parking lot @ midnight)
paints nails w/ pomegranate while gossiping
robes are old schools robes(he washes them every other month)
makes "friendship" jewelry with PM
got possessed by a cursed book when still in school, taught self dark magic to keep up with his abilities
skulls and teeth around his neck are from failed necromancy attempts
#cookie run#cookie run fanart#licorice cookie#earl grey and him have a complicated relationship#earl likes everything nice crisp and clean but licorice is stinky and leaves weird smudges everywhere so they fight a lot#but since licorice over uses magic a lot so he doesnt disappoint enchantress he needs a lot of healing#and earl is their main healer#so earl sucks up any mess that may results in simply existing around lico until he is better#but they still dont like each other(for various other reasons too)#anyways i feel like lico wouldnt tell anyone about his overuse situation at first so when he throws up that black gunk everyone just#freaks tf out??? cuz like what else are they supposed to do#this is before earl joins so they have to get matcha instead and she cant fix him properly for a while cuz her momd boggled#so hes out of comission for almost a month over it#<<mind* her mind boggled#he patches his robe up everytime it rips instead of getting another because it reminds him of a simpler time where he was actually loved#now hes known as an old rag man#he also lets bat cat hide under his robes <3#the top surgery thing is a joke he got it professionally done before he joined CoD#him being trans is also why schwarzwalder is the one wearing the dress in chapter 12#cuz gender dysphoria#shwarz is a good lil servant who takes one for the team and also explores their own identity <3#if the princess thing happens in 11 oops i wouldnt know im not actually there yet haha#whatever its why the hound wore the thing you know what i mean
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ghoul-haunted · 2 years
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I didn’t cut my hair because I woke up and immediately wrote about 30 pages total for two and a half different stories
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bmpmp3 · 3 years
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so i was watching the new mlp movie and with kids movies and kids media in general, one thing i like to do as an adult is try to view it from the perspective of: “would i like this if i was a kid” ‘cause like, obviously i also think about if adult me likes it too or if i think its well made but a kids movie is made for kids so it should be appealing to them first and foremost right? in my opinion at least
anyway yeah i always like to keep in the back of my mind the opinions of my 10 year old self while watching childrens movies but like also. if i was 3rd grader in 2021 and i saw A New Generation i absolutely would have watched this movie a lot but specifically so i could play out a way more serious and melodramatic high stakes version of the story and worldbuilding with my toys as i was watching. i would have made the antagonist some big menacing shadowy king of whatever and there would be at least 4 main character death fakeouts (possibly an actually death but maybe they got brought back through the magic of pokemon tears or something). the main character would have been replaced with a talking cat with fairy wings (dont worry about it) who solves all the problems and gets all the magic powers ever.
so maybe i should take my 10 year old self’s opinions with a grain of salt? or maybe that kid was right. maybe that is what childrens media should be like
#i wrote a disney fairies fanfic exactly like that when i was like 9. talking cat main character included. she had every talent.#i think i still have the word doc somewhere jdksfjfsds i dont think i got past 1 'chapter' (2 paragraphs in 72 size font) tho#girl my tastes as a kid were so like dramatic. stop being quirky and cute mr cartoon character the evil lord is coming to kill us all#i didnt want any grounded in reality low stakes shit i wanted high concept high fantasy i wanted drama i wanted BLOOD#straight up i think the reason i liked bratz rock angelz more than any other doll based movies was cause the like climax?#in the subway with evil simon cowell was pretty intense so it like bumped it up for me despite it being relatively grounded. sorta#i dont remember a lot of specifics of that movie sorry fsdkjfk#anyway my thoughts on the new mlp movie: it seems fine#it feels incredibly dated like both musically and conceptually like a relic from 2018 and im not so sure about the character designs still#(i like it mostly but i dunno about the lips and how forward facing the eyes are. the heart hooves are great)#(the toy designs look okay but i wouldntve liked them if i was a kid. i didnt like g3 as a kid tho so like)#(take child me's opinion with a grain of salt lol i woulda liked g2 a lot and maybe g4... only the small ones (lps kid))#(also i think hitch should have been a different colour or maybe a more green shade of yellow rn he looks too much like sunny imo)#it leans kind of heavy on g4 lore and im not so sure about that but maybe in the age of streaming it aint too bad#i know i definitely woulda found that fun as a kid like ooouuugh same world but like hundreds of years apart ouuuughhhhhh yes#what ruins will we explore....familiar ruins......loved that shit as a kid (and also now tbh)#the plot was pretty rushed since they were doing so much to set everything up in 90 minutes but eh its not the worst#the plot itself....not so sure about all these prejudice allegory fantasy stories chief. im sure they can be done well but man.#it is very easy to fumble the ball with this kinda thing. this one specifically didnt feel like the worst one ive seen at least#like i said i would have watched this movie a lot as a kid tho so yknow hdjklfjdskldf#like the thing is i would have noticed its a little weak in a lot of areas and i think because of that i would watch it specifically to#play out my own stories with my toys and flesh out the weaker parts with the little nuggets of worldbuilding they gave us#thats what happened with the first tinkerbell movie (its not a bad movie by any means but you gotta admit its the weakest)#(its like a tv pilot episode plot in movie form) when i was 8 like i knew it was flawed#kids can tell. but sometimes they like flawed stuff anyway dlksjfkdlsfd#and on the opposite end theres lots of kids media i think is very good and maybe i even like it now as an adult but like i would have HATED#as a kid like i did not like courage the cowardly dog as a kid. i didnt get it. i think its good now (although it still doesnt grab me orz)#and like i liked adventure time as a kid but i didnt like the direction it went it it was too mature for me#and man. steven universe is great. i would have loathed it as a kid jdksjfds too introspective for little me qwq#i dunno its interesting to think about sometimes! kids tastes can be complicated
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lestatlioncunt · 2 years
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actually excited to start writing the next prompt, it will finally have daniel in it and i love writing this funky little guy
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taking six classes this semester—just turned in the final for asl.
one final done, five to go🤩
#it was a Super easy final too#we just had to sign a video of us answering six questions about our experience with asl haha#pretty sure our Main Final was the presentation we did the week of thanksgiving lol#and my teacher is back in school to get his masters and has homework so he prolly didn’t want to grade too much can’t blame him haha#but yeah#then i finished my final shakespeare essay so all i have left is the commonplace book and the two-three page reflection for that class and#the commonplace thing is done other than the fact that i need to move it all to a google slide to make it look more creative and then i#haven’t even started the reflection yet lol idk why it’s such a long reflection but she said it’s an easy 100 points so like i’LL TAKE IT#especially after the crap essay i just turned in#then i need to do an event for fiction writing and write the reflection and also revise my two stories and write the reflection for that too#then i have my edps final which is just over the last two modules so like Thank God so that shouldn’t be Too Bad#then linguistics which imma fail i’m So Bad at linguistics y’all and this is Not relevant for my major either but i had to take it ugh#love my linguistics teacher tho she’s great i’m just An Idiot lol#tHEN FINALLY 364 FINAL !!! and we did the annotated bib part of the final in november but we still have a passage recognition test and then#an essay prompt thing ??? idk i have a 97% in the class so i Should be fine lol#oh and linguistics is a test—forgot to mention that. like she’ll give us sentences and paragraphs and we have to analyze them🤩 imma Fail#aNYWAYS NO ONE ASKED FOR THIS#but typing it out like this helps me remember everything i gotta do#anyways if you got to the end of this somehow… *hugs you tightly*
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kuiinncedes · 2 years
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oof not my project partner just ,, doing it on her own 🤡😭
#fuck me why am i the bad project partner now 😭#but like for the thing we wanted to get done yesterday i had a few functions to implement and she had a few functions to implement#and i'm just fucking slow and decide to put off coding until fucking midnight usually lol#but she wasliterally just like 'i got bored and did all the functions' for that file and ijust 🤡 idk like fucking god idkkkkkk#good for you!!! but like!!!! we literally divided up the work#and now what's the point of me implementing them i still did it bc i need to learn how the fucking functions work but#i had less incentive to and at the end i didn't even end up debugging i just looked at her *correct* code#and then we had the whole main function to implement and i was gonna do it tonight or like work on it but then during glowstick club#she said she submitted it and we got a full grade on the autograder#and idk like she never said when she was going to work on the file yk#ughhh i feel dumb for complaining about this bc maybe it is my fault for not being faster??? for being a slow fucking coder :''')#jdkfjdfdjfjfdjfdghfjgfhgkdfgfhdgfh anyway idk#like i tried to let her know when i thought i would be doing certain parts but idk she just ended up doing a lot more of it#i feel bad i dont wanna be the person whose project partner has to carry the project#but i don't know how she ended up carrying the project or if she feels like she carried the project i feel like she should bc i definitely#feel like she did#im much better at collaborative coding in person and we've been doing it remotely the whole time :''')#also unrelated for a different class but my math exam tomorrow became remote bc we have a fun lil midwest snowstorm coming lol#but they really said no zoom proctoring no set time no anything just fully honor code for literally basically everything#so uh time to cheat????? lmao idk i hate that im like worried about cheating but i know there's probably people who will take advantage of#the complete lack of supervision with it and just use notes use more time etc and that's not fair if i actually follow the rules yk#they should've made it open note for everyone so at least everyone has that same level ugh tf lmfao why is this school a mess#in more ways than this 😂🤪#anyway sjgkdhlsf sorry forrrrr all this lmao if anyone read it#jeanne talks
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doggytail-duck · 3 years
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Me around season 4: yeah i see no way for this show to end without Lucifer having to go back to hell or Chloe dying
Me now: oh i see. there was nothing or about it
#can't believe they made me watch BOTH OF THOSE THINGS#like i always felt there'd be a note of tragedy there in the end because like. celestial and human relationship hello?#no way that goes without tragedy when one is immortal and one isn't#like at the very least it's chloe's old age that gets them#but their life together having to be cut so short is so unfair#even if they do meet again#i'm emo you guys :((#although i do feel this might have been the most satisfying end they could have gone with considering what they had#the second they brought in the time traveling child any chance of the most satisfying ending went through the window#(for me it would have been basically this but lucifer wouldn't have gone back to hell permanently#and also deckerstar wouldn't have had a child together but would have adored trixie#idk i like rory i find her cool and interesting but i'm so tired of the main couple always having to have kids#like yeah yeah i get it kids and parenthood are super important to the show but idk for me it would have been more impactful#if luci would have chosen to learn fatherhood through trixie instead of being forced to inflict his own trauma on his child#well part of it anyway. the absentee dad part. it's just very unfair and sad and trixie got done kind of dirty)#but yeah i feel like they did their best and i did kinda wanna cry my eyes out in any case so#there was probably no end that would have left me completely happy though soo idk#liveblogging lucifer#liveblog tag#lucifer spoilers#lucifer season 6 spoilers
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sunfoxfic · 3 years
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I've had the Sims 4 for forever but I never actually used it until today when I decided to map out the apartment for my roommates AU and I have to say. building in this game is addicting
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chisatowo · 2 years
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Just remembered that my eternal gales deltarune au exists and now I'm fighting for my life trying to fill as many roles as possible so I can actually make this into a proper oc au
#rat rambles#oc posting#eternal gales#delta posting#so far Ive got a decent lineup I think. still need to figure a few things out but Ive got most of the important stuff#like Ive said before dodie is kris and fydd is lancer but now I got the rest of the main trio decided#bloom is ralsei and softie is susie. Im glad softie is more established as a character now because susie was giving me a hard time before#also before I go off abt more rules usual disclaimer for these kinds of aus with me I am changing up the plot a bit to suit characters#ok anyways! I made the snake triplets collectively berdly and its the best decision Ive ever made /j#tali is noelle asriels role isnt rly a thing here but mase kinda fills a similar role and also mase's mom is alphys (she sucks)#cup is toriel and grumps is asgore (although grumps is the one whos a teacher) and two of the universe dragons take the role of the king#and queen dancer looser and sier take the roles of sweet cap'n cakes#aaaand Im pretty sure thats all I got so far as far as characters yall could feasibly know goes dhdmydkh#oh wait Im thinking that drama is probably gonna be jevil so thats something else I guess#Id like to give at least all the main cast roles in this au but unless Im still working on this when chapter 3 comes out and it just gives#me some real good stuff to work with a lot of the staliens will probably end up getting left out 😔#I wanna draw designs for this au but its late so itll have to wait I think#WAIT I forgot to say that recky is rouxls ok now Im done
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tenshindon · 3 years
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highkey really like watching tien talk in fighterz but mainly cause his third eye actually moves and blinks OOP
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gardenhotspot · 2 years
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work was so 😬
#gcwtual#walked in to b explaining that our manager took the plants i SPECIFICSLLY left on the palettes outside#cause it was warm enough snd i wanted to look thru everything and make sure they looked 100%. and he just. mixed it in eith our clearance.#our clearance table with prices marked off AND 4 clearance signs.#and then told b that not only he did that bc 'we didnt' that we need to mark thru prices. . .bro#bro. . . hes insane lmfao#anyways we got the go ahead from another supervisor to just. do our own thing and make it work and if our manager bitches#then thr main store manager can step in bc clearly our fabulous plans and goals are doing good and hes stopping it etc. otherwise we#we're fucked. . .#i begged my boss for a shift at least for tmrw but she said i had all rhe hours. i worked over almost 4 hours these last 2 shifts and stil#didnt finish everything snd i dont go back til like. wrd?????????#in funny news ive been proclaimed 'world child' by one of thr mst guys and d and i share bday month#and he was like 'we could give each other presents!!! 🥺' and im a sucker and i like him so i was like 'sureee!!!'#i did so much today. all that mess. organized a shit ton. clearanced a bunch. helped a guy pick out pots and soil for his plants.#i think im going to try to stop by tmrw or friday bc i need a smaller watering can to see how its all going.#OH GOD and one of thr asms said that they were. uh. extending thr plant space inside tonight????#and b and i are like. . .we leave in 30 minutes. . .and hes like 'well we're getting it done tonight :D'#apparently smth else our manager was supposed to tell us HELP LOL#i csnt wait to hear how thats gone/going when b works tmrw /sarcasm. unless its a good thing? question mark?#i need to est and calm down. i hate this job. i love plants. i lovr my coworkers. give me more fucking hrs!!!!#*wed bc b doesnt work til then and im NOT working on my bday besties. im not i cant lmfao#*work child not world child girl help#do i really need a 3rd chocolate covered frozen banana. . ..do i really
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feywildhoney · 2 years
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haha
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roseband · 2 years
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like 4 different schools want my freelance-y afterschool animation class curriculum for next term so like... im gucci to work like....... .20 hours a week for full time pay again
but also like...... im still up for that remote data science apprenticeship thru the neurodivergency non-profit contracted out to a media company and like if i get that i gotta just quit and take it bc it’s fucking amazing pay with benefits... they’re just taking forever to get back to me bc today they emailed me like “the company is like... a three tier conglomerate ‘nd are taking forevr lmao ur still up for the yob... they’re just slow pls dont forget us uwu” but in corporate speak
#personal#anyways im back to being NORMAL for me#aftergifted WHO?#i still want the job thru the non profit the most not just cuz of the pay and benefits#BUT because they actually knew what dyspraxia was and had it under their neurodivergency umbrella#i've literally NEVER seen it listed before under any org like that before#and like even w/o it listed i still have the diagnosis of adhd that qualifies me for any of those programs#but the dyspraxia diagnosis has always been my MAIN diagnosis#cause i'm categorized in the severe range w/ my gross motor coordination deficiencies lol#the thing is i can mask literally all the emotional aspects... it's draining but i CAN... but#the physical aspects.. i've brute forced some of them out with insane amounts of practice... like going from the worst clarinet in my jhs ..#to being unstoppable after 1 summer of nonstop 2 hrs a day practicing LMAO#or nonstop drawing to get up to a professional level where people seek out my classes#but i can't brute force handwriting that looks ok at a decent speed... i've tried... i write with the handwriting of a 9 year old#like when i write on a blackboard i write weirdly slow so my kids can read it lmao#and i can't brute force ANY gross motor coordination with practice at all#like one of the BIG wtf moments of 'dang i thought i hid this better' was someone screaming at me on 58th street#that i 'walk like a cr*pple' while i was carrying my bass clarinet to carnegie rehearsal which obviously got the response#of two middle fingers and 'well this cr*pple is playing carnegie tomorrow what have u done in ur pathetic life'#(also what 5'3 115lb person wouldn't be a little unbalanced walking with a bass clarinet case lol)#and i can't brute force the ability to drive i've tried ;A; it's so hard to job search when places want valid licenses
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whiskered · 3 years
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wickymicky · 3 years
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woah that everglow unicef song is better than i thought it’d be lol
#things like this rarely have like top quality production and songwriting because like...#you wanna save that stuff for your actual comebacks lol#but this is pretty cool#the instrumental anyway#the vocals and lyrics probably arent anything truly remarkable#but the song production is actually really cool. it's got that synthwavey sound that ladida kind of had#though like... brighter of course lol. more uplifting#and yeah it's the same producers who wrote every one of their title tracks starting from adios#i checked#hayley aitken and ollipop or whatever. theyve done lots of other kpop songs too like for red velvet and loona and stuff#anyway i just wasnt expecting the sound of the instrumental in this like special unicef ad campaign song to be so like... rich#like rich in the food sense haha. this is a thick and dense sounding synth bass-y instrumental#hell yeah#i probably wont listen to this song much at all though#cause if im looking for that sound then there are other songs i can listen to haha but yeah#it was a pleasant surprise anyway#i feel like those producers struggled to know what to do with everglow after taking the reins as the main producers initially#because bon bon chocolat was by melanie fontana (and others)#and adios and dun dun were them finding what worked. i like both of those songs but like... in a way they feel like prototypes now#cause ladida and first both blow them out of the water imo#ladida is really different of course but... first feels like the complete form of what adios and dun dun were trying to be#and so like... even in this little ad campaign song... it just feels like they really know what they want everglow to sound like#and im glad haha
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