#10 tickets up for sale 💀 which yeah. i honestly don't know what i'm doing

[finexbright]

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#personal rant time i'll probably delete this later #i want to plan out my louis shows and have everything booked but i'm starting to think that i physically #can not do all 6 shows by myself with all the travel and shit i'm actually so exhausted all the time #and seeing harry 4 nights in a row in london alone exhausted me to no end #anyways. i DO still want to plan it and closer to the date figure out whether i actually want to do it #but problem is i'm moving soon and i've got grad week right before and probably my parents will be visiting #and yeah i can still book everything and cancel later on. but it's also like I'll only see him if i have the money to afford it #i'm taking a huge risk by moving and getting jobs is so fucking difficult rn #it does NOT help that the visa situation is fucked rn and it's all become so expensive #which honestly is making me reconsider things and i'm thinking that. what if i just went home instead #like fully leave the country and go back home because it honestly hasn't been easy at all :// #it's going to be incredibly hard to sell all of my tickets but if it doesn't work out then i'll literally have like #10 tickets up for sale 💀 which yeah. i honestly don't know what i'm doing #and i'm just so mad and exhausted it's just all so i don't even know anymore. i'm just really really really tired ://